millia 🌼

ᯓ★ i'll die if i wither in your memory ★ᯓ mirazhcancel.straw.page

@M1R4ZH @WlTHELEGANCE This is the only footage I managed to get before they took my equipment

@FutureRulez @WlTHELEGANCE holy shit he's juggling that shit

Someone just ran in trying to speedrun the guild HQ and we shot them dead on the spot. No more of that.

@FutureRulez @WlTHELEGANCE do you have it on video king

@M1R4ZH @WlTHELEGANCE Gotta say that was horrible decision. But I got pretty far

giving venom tomodatchi life these three foods: - spider on a cake - spit pea soup - memory of a 3am pickle

this cat gif fits a good amount of metal songs btw

>man cereal >look inside >hot pink famously hypermasculine color hot pink btw

@Sunnysidedd SHOULD BE GOOD NOW

@Sunnysidedd WHAT...let me fix this hold on

do any moots wanna fight my shitty A.B.A...

venom is oomf sorry

@Hhoundshark i'm skittering to your messages actually hold

@M1R4ZH Sometimes ur sibling does shitty things and you still love them it well and truly happens. I'm like this with my oldest brother. IM allowed to hate him but no one else is

my true venom guilty gear take is he does some objectively bad things but if you haven't been abused by the same person as someone else within close proximity and dealt with how you were pitted against each other then you kind of should be a little nicer about him

life would be sooo good without my curse

@Hhoundshark like i'm realizing i got a little too giddy in some interactions with others i still am in part a venom defender in the same way i would defend my sister.

@M1R4ZH LIIIIKE I'm all for calling Venom out on the shitty things he did he kinda sucks but it's also. Like. Obvious Why he acts that way. He doesn't do it because it's fun and it's free. Some people are so intentionally dense and rude about it

i don't/won't detail my abuse to people but i am a 100% firsthand experiencer of many things. which is why i have a dissociative disorder. which is why i am who i am. you do the math.

@Hhoundshark IT IS SO HARD!!!!! IT IS SO HARD!!!!!! and i don't know how to be "yes, and/but". i understand why one might dislike the actions of ANYBODY guild wise but tread carefully with abuse topics man

@M1R4ZH Venom and Millia are so important to meeee people who don't have complicated relationships with their siblings aren't allowed an opinion on them at all I think personally

@Hhoundshark like until you've had to ask someone to not protect your same abuser in front of you maybe just don't speak on it idk. like i think he needs to get his ass up yeah have some backbone but again. gestures to my real-life experience.

@M1R4ZH Venom is never taken seriously as a victim of abuse and it highkey pisses me off. (Then again not many people take Millia seriously either) The idea of two people reacting differently to the same trauma is confusing to some people. Somehow.

Do we be what?

it is not so black and white, though i don't fault people for disliking it. even i struggle with it and i deal with it IN REAL LIFE with BLOOD FAMILY! it's extremely tough not to have hatred for the other, to not hurt the other, to be understanding.

taps my "not enough people understand the complexities of abuse" sign. manipulation exists in different forms. my sister adores our mother and has an allegedly okay relationship with her, meanwhile i was tortured. we fought all the time until i left and she hugged me goodbye.