Niky

@tgirlyapping it took you this long ????

who ever recommended me vodka with monster, i love them (it was my idea)

so does anyone else occassionally get a random 2 seconds of perfect clarity where you fully realise and feel just how far downhill your life has gone and the fact that it's 2026 and not 2021 but then your brain immediately shuts down and corrects itself back to normal

@tgirlyapping I've had bangs my whole childhood until I was 14 and since I was 17 again I did not get beaten for it onece i think its safe

i wish i had cute bangs but i cant cuz then i would look too much as a girl and im not allowed that or else i would get beaten

@tgirlyapping I've (accidentally) had sevral drugs in fresh cuts I would not recommend ...ig except alcohol if you don't have any better disinfectant

i really want someone to cut me, then sip some drugs into my cuts and just snuff them off from me or they can just make out with me

@tgirlyapping eating more helps ...im guessing that is not what you wanted to hear

i wish i had a pretty pair of thighs and not literal sticks

drawing Aricole again :D #Classof09 #Aricole

@PowowoCat @Danzakuman @AikooAkii I gave her a haircut two days ago its fixed

@Danzakuman @AikooAkii

look at this😭

@tgirlyapping what was the peak??? trust me there is more to life than alcoholism, CSGO, sh and mentally ill barely sentient crackhead lesbian...

im never reaching the peak of my life ever again

here is some ari x nicole #Classof09 #Ari #Nicole

if you live in a tranny polycule house this is a good book to hide your drugs in bcus no ones gonna open that shit

taking 81000mg of progesterone and sucking off god herself

@FROSTBITE3AM amphetamine 35mg, ketamine 60mg (prob. less I have high tolerance) and diazepam 4mg

what mix of drugs do i need to feel good like conifdent, happy, not anxious at all and also have a lot of energy and focus to do stuff? benzos and coke?

oh shit i never expected someone to actually follow me this was pretty much *my* space where can i be wierd but hi N please dont hate me im just sick and havent had any luck with getting help

Can't stop thinking about a techie edgerunner neutering a hotheaded, chromed out merc to keep as a toy by giving her a spiked db or backdooring her implants.. Making the once proud mercenary and killing machine mind fucked enough to play puppy on a leash for her..

@AikooAkii I worry about you often even tho you are way more functioning and have everything more under control than me who barely does anything now

when i did 900mg of pregabalin and because i wasnt in class and it made my friends concerned and then they went to check on me i awoke at an reasonable time (15:20)

quit my antidepressants because i missed molly and Nutting