itsjustmebeingme

Maybe I’m a bit weird, but I like harmless teasing in games. Sure, you can purposely lose sometimes, but only after the fun and competition first. If the game is already decided before it even starts, where’s the excitement? I want chaos, havoc, and craziness. hahaha

You may hate me 4 saying this, but I don’t like it when ppl purposely lose a game just to let their partner win. Sure, it looks romantic, but where’s the fun in that? Games are supposed to be thrilling and full of adrenaline. If you’re intentionally losing, then what’s the point?

Selling out doesn’t mean the pricing was okay. It means fans love the artists enough to sacrifice for them. Fans should still speak up when something isn’t right instead of becoming blind supporters (like u). And bc of ppl like you, companies can keep squeezing fans dry.

Saw a comment that mocking fans who argue about overprice concert tickets but in the end the concert still sold out. U are an idiot. Don’t you understand how exploitation works? Companies know fans are attached, that’s why they push ridiculous prices and still make money.

Finally got a new AO3 account to post some fic which I kinda shy to share with my original acc. But now, even tho its new acc, why i still scared to post it?

Please. How to get an update about my fav without seeing those fandom fight? Bc if i scroll my tl, then ohh another twt refers to hate train, i lose my sanity and can only close this app. All i want is an update from my fav. Why so hard to have a peaceful moment in fandom?

I'm really really tired. Tired with my own life. So when i like any artists, it's a way for me to escape my reality of life, not to jump into another problem especially a fanwar. Tbh, i don't understand this anymore. One side is too evil and this side is too sensitive.

I just wanna be a casual fan. Support whatever my fav does, whether he sings, acts or dances or even just sells stuff. Whatever they do as long as they smile and love what they do. I don't wanna join any hate train. Its exhausting. My life is not as fluffy as others right now.

Reminds me of the novel 'Back to my dad's high school day'. Hehe i wish new translator pick this novel and continue the translations. Reading this with JiangLi face version sound nice too even tho i read this with a jct face due to fanmade video of this novel.

🧵｜The Eternal Beginning Concert in BKK (DAY 1) — JiangLi Compilation DESIRE4 ON STAGE BKK #DESIRE4TEBinBKKDAY1 #JiangHeng #OceanJiang #江衡 #LiPeiEn #SeekyLi #李沛恩 #JiangLi

TBH i hate this side of me. Their fav did nothing wrong (originally, i like them all, yeah a bit biased on one side but i didn't hate them), and it's their fandom that is the problematic one, but now, bc of what the fan did, i don't want to see their fav too...

Seriously, is this a generation gap thing? Or does the way we grow up make certain things feel sensitive to us, while the same thing feels completely normal to someone else?

There are times when I watch a video where everyone is having fun mocking, but I feel annoyed or angry. I start wondering, “Am I the only one?” And then there are also videos where everyone in the comments is angry and bashing, while I’m just sitting there like… “Why?”

I don't know if it's the same for other countries but my country allowed only license people to do CPR. It's not hard to get the license, just join training like this, u get the license for few years. Sometimes I wonder how they do CPR in drama like it's real, bc dude, it hurts.

Maybe many don't know this, CPR is never performed on someone who is breathing normally. It is a life-saving measure done only when a person is unresponsive and not breathing (or only gasping for air), which indicates their heart has stopped beating.

Weird me. I can’t watch a really good drama properly anymore. Like, “OMG, I love this drama,” but after a few minutes, I end up open new tab and watch some trash drama instead. Reason? Good dramas demand all my attention, and then I can’t multitask at all. 😭😭😭

I hate chinese marketing (but some are cool) and capitalism, and what I don't understand, is that their government hates it but why are their ppl still good at playing capitalism to the max. The thing is, ppl knew yet still supported. The future is scary.. good luck gen alpha.

Not me who suddenly went, why I understand what he's talking, only to ohh it's chinese, not thai. i don't speak Chinese too but for simple words like this I can understand.

I remember reading somewhere that a cat can get pregnant by diff father cats at the same time, which is why kittens in the same litter can have diff fur colors. (it's true tho, I am not making this up)...

I keep telling myself. No need to care anymore. Whatever happens, let it happen. Whatever i do, no impact on them, I'm not helping at all. No need to get angry on behalf of others. And yet again and again there is pain in my heart. I'm the helpless one. Why? How to stop caring?