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This is my worldwide petition — PLEASE SIGN AND SHARE IT ACROSS ALL YOUR SOCIAL MEDIA, ON YOUR STREAMS, AND TAG THE MAIN STAKEHOLDERS.
change.org/release-sbr-ep…

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@reapcykes @Saitamagoated This is the same exact hope I’ve been having. It at least makes a little sense if they do it that way. But then again, it would’ve made sense to just release it like a normal fucking anime. I mean the ultra jump chapters are so large there’s no way they chop them into pieces…
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@Saitamagoated Shonen Jumps chapters are condensed into 1 episode again but the Ultra Jump chapters are normal episodes

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@MrRoflWaffles Sending you so so much love and support Milo. I’ve been watching you ever since I was 8 years old whenever Origins dropped back in 2013. You’ve always been my undisputed GOAT of zombies YouTubers. Thank you so much for everything you’ve done and continue to do, man. Love you. ❤️
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TLDR: i am really seriously struggling right now and if i seem off in the next few days and weeks (and perhaps months and years) then this is why. details below.
on the night of november 2nd i noticed something was wrong with my ears; my tinnitus (which i've had since i was 16) was MUCH louder than ever before, had spread to both ears, and was making it impossible to sleep. i eventually passed out from exhaustion, and hoped it would just go away the next day
it got to my birthday earlier this week, and the sound had actually gotten worse - i could hear it all the time, even with loud white noise playing, even with music, even over the fridge sound, even over conversations with friends, all i can hear and focus on is how abnormally loud it has gotten. literal worst birthday present possible
fast forward a few more days and my doctor thinks that what may have caused this is that i might have been hit with a side effect from other medication i was taking at the end of october. the problem is that this isn't reversible and you literally just have to live with it. i dug through a ton of different studies from the last few years and found that there's one singular study showing a possible link between steroid usage and mild improvement to symptoms of my nature IF taken immediately after symptoms started, so i pressed my doctor to give me a prescription for them
at first my doctor denied the request but i went back the next day, talked him through the paper, and we spoke to an emergency ENT doctor. we landed on the following: i am going to take a pretty high dose of steroids over the next week, and we're going to basically cross our fingers that it helps. we're also going to PRAY that it doesn't make things WORSE, which is unfortunately a possibility (which terrifies me). this will have side effects - my doc has warned me that it will very likely absolutely crater my mood, i may become irritable very easily, i may feel depressed to the point of being suicidal, or i might dodge many of those side effects because the duration is quite short. we're going to have to play it by ear (..... ffs lol)
on top of this, i have been totally unable to sleep, and the exhaustion is really catching up to me, and making me even more depressed, so my doctor has also given me a short course of vallium to take - so on top of my concerns about the steroids, i now have to make sure i don't get addicted to these lmao - but i am praying that they can ease my anxiety about it all and give me some relief
then on top of all that, the doctor has also recommended i get my earwax cleaned out to take that extra factor out of the equation (though we already know the wax is not causing the tinnitus), but to do that, you need to use olive oil drops for 5-7 days to help soften the wax first. the problem is that every time i've done this in my life, it has clogged my ears and meant that they are blocked to all external sounds, and the exact same thing has happened to me here. my wax has sealed up my ears on and off over the past 72hrs, and so i can ONLY hear the tinnitus when that happens, with no other external sound able to even partly mask it. i literally had to ask the doctor in the pharmacy to repeat themself 6 times in a row because i couldn't hear them over the sound of the tinnitus through my blocked ears, i'm more or less just fully deaf when that happens
i was with friends on my birthday which made it a bit easier to cope and distract myself, but now i'm home and on my own it is really cripplingly depressing. i'm really concerned that this is going to be something which affects me this way for life, which is not a healthy way to look at it at all, but it's hard to imagine anything else right now when it's so loud that it stops me sleeping completely and even wakes me up because it's so loud - even with white noise etc playing to mask it, it makes no difference, and that's really easy to catastrophize and worry about the long term being just untenable.
i look back on videos of myself from as recently as 1 week ago and i feel like i am looking at a different person - i never realised how quickly everything could feel like it could change for the worse, and i am so jealous of my old self and what my hearing was like when i just had normal tinnitus, not this terrible new curse which feels like it will be impossible to adapt to.
i'm going to try over the next few days to do some normal stuff like make some videos, and see if there's any places where i can distract myself enough to not think about it - as part of that, it would be really helpful if we could avoid bringing it up in my stream chats or stuff like that because that's just gonna make me think about it all over again, and the trick right now is that i need to basically train my brain to tune it out. it's going to be a mammoth task - it was way easier when i had my old tinnitus but this is so much louder it's insane - and so not talking about it on stream etc 24/7 is gonna be important for helping me "forget" it's happening basically. black ops 7 might be my absolute saving grace in this regard -- i can only hope
so that's where i'm at. i am finding even basic stuff like eating really difficult because it sort of feels pointless to take care of myself when it feels like i am going to be destroyed by this regardless without a single thing i can do to stop it, but i guess that's what the vallium is for. maybe it will help get me out of this hole even just in the immediate short term.
we will see i suppose. gonna put on a brave face from here, but i am really struggling and i am really sorry if roid-ragelo makes an appearance or i don't seem like myself anymore.
i have been trying my best to just power through it, but this is really hard to go through alone.

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it's funny that if you see a guy like this he's either delightfully gay or evil in a way that few people on earth are
Chris 𝕏@cwchris_
What is this men genre called
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@schumisnoopy Oingo Boingo is one of the most underrated bands of all time. They are currently tied for my absolute favorite band! I’ve listened to every single album over and over and over again. Danny Elfman’s singing voice is so incredible! I literally can't recommend them enough.
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Get your first look at the creepy horror game The Day I Will Die, set in a remote mountain town where the pop culture highlights, urban legends, and horror stories all come to life in terrifying ways. bit.ly/43C25IZ

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The giant chicken? Man, stop playing, for real? The giant chicken’s dead?! OoOooOhhhHhhhh SHIT!
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DiscussingFilm@DiscussingFilm
The giant chicken from ‘FAMILY GUY’ is officially fucking dead. Meg killed him. (Source: tvline.com/interviews/fam…)
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@KennyOmegamanX @RGGStudio @sakamoto_hiroy Let’s fucking go!!!!!!! Sending you tons of love Kenny!!! I hope the treatments go well and I hope the pizza was delicious!!!
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Before a series of helpful treatments coming up, I was able to throw a pizza party and talk some shop with my pal from @RGGStudio , @sakamoto_hiroy 🍕🍕🍕
Only our wonderful chefs know details of our discussion… 👀

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@bearlysweaty Well said. 😔 I miss the game so much. Just imagine what kind of state it would be in right now if it had never shut down, it was climbing closer and closer to exactly where it needed to be. It had all the potential in the world to be an all timer. Fuck WB, man.
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I’ve been thinking a lot about MultiVersus lately, and I just want to say something that’s been sitting heavy on my heart:
Player First Games didn’t deserve the hate.
From the outside, it’s easy to look at the bugs, the missing features, the slow updates, and assume the devs dropped the ball. But if you paid attention, like really paid attention, you’d know that wasn’t the case at all.
This was a passionate team trying to build something massive: a platform fighter filled with legacy characters, unique mechanics, and rollback netcode, all under the pressure of a rushed launch from a giant like WB.
They were put in an impossible position.
MultiVersus released without core features, with characters locked behind paywalls, and with a monetization system that turned off a lot of players. But those weren’t decisions made by the devs on the ground. Those were corporate calls and we all know how that goes.
Even still, Player First Games kept showing up.
They listened.
They patched.
They engaged when they were allowed to.
We saw gameplay improvements season 5. Characters get balanced. New features slowly roll out. They were clearly working toward something bigger.. something complete. They just needed TIME.
But instead of giving them that time, WB pulled the plug. They shelved the game before it had a chance to truly shine, and left an entire player base confused, disappointed, and heartbroken.
I get it. People loved to clown MultiVersus now. The memes. The steam charts. The “dead game” comments. But behind all that, there was a real community, and a dev team that cared deeply about the game.
& to Player First Games: if any of you ever read this, please know there are still people out here who appreciate what you did. Who saw your passion. Who saw how hard you tried to make something fun, unique, and worth loving.
You built a game that gave us unforgettable moments that sparked friendships, rivalries, memes, memories. That had real potential.
& if you ever get the chance to make something again, whatever it is, I’ll be there. Day one. No questions asked.
Thank you for everything. You deserved better. And you’re still appreciated. 🩵
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@wbgames #SaveMultiVersus MAKE MVS 2!!!! YOU WILL LITERALLY MAKE INFINITE MONEY IF YOU GUYS LOCK IN AND DON’T FUCK IT UP LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO!!!!
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DON’T LET ME GO, MVS! 💔
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Pouring one out for the MVPs today. You all will be missed.
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@Savemultiversus Thank you so much for everything you did for the community and #SaveMultiVersus. you are so greatly appreciated! Take all the time you need. 🙏
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I'm gonna take a break from twitter until the Mod Projects reveal something, something gets leaked, or if for some reason the Multiversus account says something.
See you later MVPs ❤️
#savemultiversus
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