The Catalyst 🪐

When some random guy asks for your Snapchat and all you can think is here’s a pencil and paper draw the unsolicited dick pic you’re about to send me. #snapchat #wherestheskill #drawit

In the end of every terrible pain I lived I had my best friend, and I realize then losing him will crush me like no other. Losing him will be the moment people have to worry and question my soul. He is and always will be my breaking point.

Next time someone says enjoy my sloppy seconds, or something along those lines. I’m going to tell them that’s Okaii I like repurpose wood. 🤣 #imnotlying #repurposewood #cantdissme #sloppyseconds #loverepurposewood #funnycomebacks #wittycomebackline

So found out my attraction to older guys isn’t because of daddy issues, it’s from boys pretending to be men. #daddyissues #likefuck #boyspretwndingtobemen #grownpeople #donewithmygeneration

Art by Emmanuel Viola

You & I, I & ALL. "ℭ𝔬𝔫𝔱𝔞𝔠𝔱" ______ 🔗 ↘️

Long live the walls we crashed through How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you I was screaming, "Long live all the magic we made" And bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid Long live all the mountains we moved I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you❤️‍🔥

It’s in the messages I still send to you, it’s in the silent cries my heart send to you in heaven, it’s the tears I give every time I remember I failed you and I keep doing so. I love you and I’m sorry. #imissyou #loveandlost #illalwaystalktoyou #somehowyoullhearme #toseeyouagain

There’s days, and moments I’m so scared life will catch up with us and I’ll loose you or you with me. I know I’d be dead without you. #iloveyou #thankyou #blessed #youaremyeverything #bestfriends #bestfriendandsoulsmates #loversbutnot ❤️

Someone asked me, if I died tomorrow would I be sad. I’d be sad for the people who love me, and the art I didn’t get to make. But I’ve loved, I’ve been places, I’m a jack of all trades, I’ve delt with so much, I’ve lost and survived, but in all that I lived. I fucking lived.

It’s weird with lost, what to feel or think but never is constant no matter how much you try to keep it under control. But the hardest part of losing someone wanting to talk about it because no one here’s it or can hear it. I wish I could say more. #imissyou #thankyou #pain

Who called it a butt crack and not a bottom line?

sculpture : done

This is a vibe and I’m down with it. ❤️‍🔥

I had someone leave my life so early and it broke my heart but open it. And so many years I lost someone not in the same way but It holds the same pain. This is for Sarah and kyle. #loveindeath #lovewithout #imissyouall #ihatelivingwituoutyou #forevergoodbyesarehard

Jackson asked if we could go to my friends with Claude. And I told her you moved away and won’t be able to visit but Claude can. It was so hard to be asked that and she’s so innocent how do you even explain. #youreremembered #itstillcanbehard #imissyou #imtryingtobestrong #loveu

It’s so funny at work everyone says damn that was the worse day. But for me it doesn’t matter what is thrown at us, my worse day will be one of the easiest services. But it ended knowing I lost a great chef, a love, a great friend. #worsedayatwork #realizingwhatshard #leftalone

Mix - The Menzingers - "After The Party" youtube.com/playlist?list=… via @YouTube I love this video with even some sadness it shows the small moments inrelationships that make such a bound and love. Small times that mean more than the big times. #lovethesemoments #wishitooktime

I miss having time to doodle on my pants. #thegoodyears #takemeback #doodling #pants #goodolddays

Sometimes for brief moments, I wish you saw the woman I grew into. But you couldn’t be the man you should be or meant to be. At least your daughter learnt from the pain of loving you. But maybe doesn’t love because of you. #thingsleftunsaid #beingstronger #livingthroughitall