I choose to love you in silence
For in silence I find no rejection,
I choose to love you in loneliness
For in loneliness no one owns you but me,
I choose to adore you from a distance
For distance will shield me from pain
And i can erase you from my mind
But my heart, It will never forget the warmth of your touch and the cool of your breath Because even after your touch has been buried underneath every other's
I'd still recognize your whiff of perfume
Like a stranger whom i know more than myself
you’re so worried about doing the right thing all the time that you become worried about how much you’re worrying. Or you feel so guilty for every mistake you make that you begin to feel guilty about how guilty you’re feeling.
It feels like jumping off a cliff willingly with a rope tied to your waist
Falling too fast but you know you won't hit the land
The fall thrills your heart, numbs you to nothingness
Not wanting to climb back up and unable to make it to the valley
I'd call that helplessly in love