SherryQueen 🍷🍒 ~ getting clean (again) ~

•💙• Every time I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise •💙•

I'm at 36 h of no sleep, my rule is to never go longer than 48 h cause bad things start happening if I stay up for any longer

Sooo I'm getting clean once again, back to the "I can't stay clean" vibe but I'll just keep on trying until I make it out

I'M PRETTY SURE THEY DIDN'T NOTICE I'M HIGH And if so then they won't worry and harras me about it

So I didn't manage to go to sleep at all... Dinner with parents is about to be tough

Honestly there's a good chance my parents find out I relapsed and if they do I'll kms. Jump the bridge or smth... There's many bridges in my city

@ThinBells What I understand now is that getting high just once makes me unable to stop. So next time I'm clean for a decent amount of time I'm not doing it "just this one time"

@MariaA53565 It happens, it’s part of the process. You’ve noticed what you did and are trying to make changes. Thats all that matters. I believe in you🖤 addiction is so hard to get over, one day at a time. Take care of yourself 🫶 be easy on yourself, you deserve it.

What's constantly going through my mind now is: why did you destroy the 7 clean months you had I feel so bad about relapsing but hopefully I can cut it short this time and I'm already 8 days clean so I really hope I stay that way

@Isobelirished Well... drugs

What yall doin? Tell me.

@laureltreeangel I'm not good at guessing but it's obviously really low, stay safe pls

sooooo… someone guess my bmi i’m going crazy without a scale

@Shrimps4life I have this too and I would love to be skinny but still have boobs like some other girls

Why do only seem to loose fat from my chest area??? My stomach and thighs are still so so fat but my chest is non existent?? 😞

@scarrfruits Grapes are so good tho

chronic meal repeater 🍇

@rippedvalor Maybe therapy? It's probably a dumb useless recommendation, but id u manage to find a good therapist it could help

I wish I understood my anger issues better.

@Isobelirished B-but I can't lie to u, ur not fat at all

Tell me I'm fat so I'll stop eating easter eggs

@Astrophel005 I've been craving junk food lately

Evil omad

@sigh_eternally Nice! I like ur cup

hi everyone, how are you guys doing!! i made an oat milk matcha in a new cup i got :) its 10pm but idc

@kxtequ I agree with many of these

breakfast food tier🥞

@saturnd0ll_ What fish?

the mug i painted for my darling look the fish <3 🧸💕🎀

@Astrophel005 Yay

After a whole day of sleeping😭

Upsy daisy...

I haven't really been posting bodychecks so here's a #bodycheck of me while I'm on meth, enjoy. It's 5 a.m. and I just got drunk to fall asleep, I'm having lunch with my parents at 2 p.m and if they find out I got high I'm so so screwed... #ed #edtwt #edtw #drugtw #drugtwt

Quick update: I fucked up, like I always do, got high on meth, I hope I make it out of this