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"mom, i promise these scars are super old!!"

@ieatblackpens Idk I’m genuinely one of those people when as soon as the cuts fully heal I’m back in short sleeves and tank tops bc I really can’t care unless I know little kids will be there 😭

Can I wear short sleeves around my non disordered family or is it too yknow they know I used to cut btw so it’s not a surprise but still should i wait for them to fade more💔 cuz it’s starting to get warm here

I’m so not used to cutting my left arm cause I’m always cutting over old scars on my right arm but my left one is barely marked so now I can feel everytime I pull on the cuts opening them

I’ve cut my right arm my thighs my ankles my neck my face and my hands tons of times but I’ve only ever cut my left arm a few times (I had 4 scars from over 3 years on my left arm) and so I was gonna relapse again tn anywaysss sooo ! The bloody sleeve of my left rip essentials

I could literally say “don’t be a pedo” and one of u twt mfs will try and argue

I’ll never be able to drop this addiction even if I’ll always hate the scars

Please just fucking kill me already for please just kill me

My mom js busted into my room yelling and it scared me so bad I was in trouble I forgot I’m in a tank top and the fresh cuts are visible how I’m sitting 🫩

First sh relapse in a hot minute 🤤

Guys o have those Kai razors and I’m so freaking scared to do my normal pressure and quick swipes 🫩

I finally threw up atfer trying too for hours bc I’ve felt so sick and god it felt so good

I’m so sick dude

I love my fiancé sm I miss him

First post 2026

Happy new years!! A very late one

Tonight is my last night to pig out b4 I let my stupid ed take over my life again bc WDYM I GAINED ALMOST 10 POUNDS JN A FEW MONTHS

my intake will not exceed 800 in 2026 my intake will not exceed 800 in 2026 my intake will not exceed 800 in 2026 my intake will not exceed 800 in 2026 my intake will not exceed 800 in 2026 my intake will not exceed 800 in 2026 my intake will not exceed 800 in 2026

Happy New Year. Happy 2026 Hello 2026 Welcome 2026 Cheers to 2026