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between lance leaving in 2020 and not showing back up til the end of 2020 me thinking he died for like 7 months and im practically coming apart at the seams and rawan ? prior to that just gutting me like a fish i realized…. i realized with how i am no one’s going to even try

and tense text chain she admitted she never thought i was serious enough and i’m going you’re in california i am literally mapping out a way to reach you and trying to find the courage to ask my best friend if i can sleep on her couch for like a week so we can hang out

which made it easier for her to break up with me why she accused me of holding her back idk cuz i never did and i never said she couldn’t go out and fuck someone else but she she just took her beliefs and left but it was weeks later after our breakup

christy and rawan were the same problem it was the same thing christy found out after 3 months i didn’t love her not one- i couldn’t convince her i tried i tried but it was hopeless useless she was so angry with me and i didn’t i didn’t know what to do

i want you to meet my family but would you even be able to hold my hand? to tell my parents you love me?”

and i’m thinking to myself i had a panic attack in the bathroom days after we first spoke cuz im feeling shit i never felt before we had a fight and i remember her asking me “would you even be able to hold my hand in front of your parents? i want you to meet mine

there wasn’t lmfao gabe we were kids we were 14 and he’s talking about kids with me i dreamed about having kids with him i was 14 yrs old and im dreaming of some red headed child i never got to meet and he left we just

i told the truth i was telling the truth but yes i was scared fucking to death i was scared i was scared i was mortified i was petrified cuz over 20 fucking yrs NO ONE WAS EVER WILLING TO GO THAT FAR WITH ME

fuck my nightmares lmfao fuck fuck cuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK

i was scared of the commitment are you happy now ???!!!!!! FUCK

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT light STOP STOP STOP STOP ZTOP STOP STOP PLS STOP

I wanna vent but I don’t want to be a burden, I can’t vent anymore I’m too scared

I don’t think I’ll ever take anyone who calls this game ugly seriously

they really released everybody and their mom except alice