Mia May
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Dearest,
It has not been easy to read your words.
To see you… to hear you without hearing you… to feel your presence in a space where I am not allowed to reach for you.
Every day, in the smallest ways, you are there.
And as much as I want to respond freely, to speak to you, to laugh with you, to tell you how much your words mean to me. I cannot.
Not because I don’t want to.
But because life is not as simple as it might seem from the outside.
Your life is just beginning, unfolding with possibility, with paths still open. Mine… is quieter now. More settled. A place I built carefully, where I have learned to protect myself, from pain, from disruption, from anything that might unravel what I’ve already endured.
And yet, here you are.
For a long time, I told myself that what I felt was simple. That it could remain safe. That I could know you only as a friend, someone I could speak to about life, about ordinary things, about the distance between our worlds without ever needing to close it.
I imagined something harmless.
Two lives, separate but gently connected.
Families that could exist side by side.
Conversations filled with laughter, with ease… without consequence.
But somewhere along the way, that truth changed.
Quietly.
Without permission.
And I realized this was never just friendship passing through.
It was something deeper, something I could not name without risking everything it touched.
Because I could not stand in front of you, look into your eyes, and pretend you were just another part of my life passing through.
You are not.
And that is exactly why I keep my distance.
Not because what you wrote didn’t reach me,
but because it did.
More than it should have.
More than I ever allowed myself to expect.
There are things I will never say out loud.
Feelings that will remain where they are safest, unspoken, but understood.
So I stay here… in this quiet place between what is real and what could never be.
Reading your words.
Holding them longer than I should.
And answering you in the only way I can
without breaking the world we both still live in.
I am not here to say that life is unfair.
I am not here to place blame on you, on myself, or on the timing that brought us here.
I simply did not expect to meet someone who could reach me so deeply… and leave me with something I cannot fully mend.
But even in that, I understand something now.
Love exists.
Not always to be lived, not always to be held, but sometimes only to be felt, and carefully protected, because its depth can undo more than we are ready to lose.
Someone who hears you… even in silence.
-Me🌻
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Mia here….
There is someone I carry with me, even though he does not exist in the way the world would understand.
I never had a name for him. He lives somewhere between memory and imagination, between dreams and something deeper I have never been able to explain. And yet, he has always felt real to me.
Throughout my life, there were many men, real ones who shaped me in different ways. Some guided me, some protected me, some taught me lessons I didn’t fully understand at the time.
He was different.
He existed in silence.
In quiet moments, when everything slows down, I still feel him. Not as a person standing beside me, but as a presence, something my heart recognizes without question.
It is a strange thing, to miss someone you never truly had.
But I do.
Sometimes I wonder if he was ever real, or if he was something my soul created, a reflection of a kind of love I was searching for, or perhaps a kind of love I was capable of, but never fully lived.
Life moved forward, as it always does. There were real people, real experiences, real responsibilities. I built a life from those things.
And still, there is a quiet space within me that belongs only to him.
It does not interfere with my life. I don’t ask him for much. He simply exists, untouched by time.
And maybe that is why he never disappears.
Because it was never about having him.
It was about feeling something so deeply… that once it lived inside me, it could never truly leave.heart💔
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