Michael NYC

New goal. Bring everything down to zero and have affairs in order

@ZoeyZiptie Wishing you well and for a speedy recovery 🤗

Whoever said it’s gets easier, lied. Cultures from last week came back- sever kidney issue and only one antibiotic can treat it.. Needed to be at the hospital within an hour, fast track no ED blah blah.. Straight to a ward. But there are no beds. So it took them 7 hours to give me my first dose of antibiotics. And this only happened bc I had a minor meltdown after a stranger gave me a hug as she said she’s been watching me for hours and feels so bad 🙃 THENN they realised I was supposed to be on ward as soon as I arrived. So if I didn’t cry after 7 hours I wonder how long they have forgotten me for. But now I feel bad bc I need to be quarantined so I hope that hug doesn’t affect that lovely lady as she had no hair and was super skinny!😭 Between 5 and 7 days IV treatment needed - but I promise I WONT be staying here that long. I’ll drive in daily if I have to. They will try and find me a room with some windows at some point but the hospital is full so I’m grateful for a bed not a cupboard. I also now feel bad for all the other ppl who need beds, I was packing for a shoot this morning trying to pretend I felt okay?!🤦‍♀️ Slightly less fancy than the last digs as some of you pointed out.. This isn’t fun and games. And I feel like I need to address some things. It’s not my crazy lifestyle of travel and bondage that causes this. I don’t want sympathy I just want help from a bladder that I can’t escape. This is my public notice as to why I don’t accept the bare minimum hygiene on shoots🤣🤣 As to why I ask people to wash their hands before shooting. And why I use my own toys when possible. The reaction to my request says a lot about some producers but that’s for another time. This isn’t triggered by my lifestyle and I was actually a lot sicker a few years ago when I was employed. I had dwindling sick days, disaplinaries looming constantly, and would work until it literally nearly killed me. Lifestyle changes, removal of my suprapucic catheter (the scar some of you lovingly refer to as my second belly button) and paying more attention to what I need is why I made such a drastic U-turn from the girl who was in hospital at least every other month for years. This is why when you all say you love that you can see I love what I do, why you can tell I’m so genuine with my content and my fans. It’s bc I genuinely believe this career changed my life in so many ways, and literally saved it. So im so grateful. I’m my own boss and I’m surrounded by supportive people. It’s also why I think I’m so hardcore. I meannn I’ve been balling around for days with a dying kidney and didn’t know haha!!🤣 A botched surgery 10 years ago was too drastic too soon and that’s caused a lot of this. They lifted my bladder, forgot I hadn’t had children or a prolapse, I wasn’t obese. And they’re the normal ones who should had it. I was 18 yrs at the time. By the time doctors realised the pain I was in wasn’t be being dramatic but they had stitched my bladder too high above my pelvis.. they undid it but the scars were made, left pockets and these are what fill up with wee and sometimes cause uti. This sometimes progresses to sepsis (three times) or in this case up into my kidney and causing function loss and damage.. sooo fingers crossed I get better soon bc I have a flight to catch on the 21st!🤞 Sorry just have to vent somewhere xoxo

@FTKL I get that from some people in my age range

Happens a lot.

@ZoeyZiptie @SandraSilvers I would love to hear it as well 😃

@SandraSilvers It actually was!!🙈🤣 It’s a funny story about an attention slut at her first kink convention.. but it’s better told in person 😜

As if someone just said “that won’t fit” Hi, I’m Zoey Ziptie and I accidentally became a bondage model because of my BIGG mouth. I fucking love a big ass ballgag. But I hate when the drool can’t seep out and you have to consider drowning 🙈🫠

@Lux_Suicide I can see the parents arguing over who said it with her nearby 😂

Good morning. Time to start the drive back home.

Quick stay in Chicago. Remembering the time my aunt took me to my first Cubs game ⚾️

@ZoeyZiptie Get well soon 🤗

@CalBCorner Very sad to hear this. My condolences for your loss 😢

Said goodbye today. This year has really been testing me.

@ZoeyZiptie Keep climbing above them and never look back. Don't let them bring you down to their level.

Whyyy are there so many mean people in the world?!!😫😫 I forget just how many people want to see you fail. It really would be a much happier industry if we all treated eachother like colleagues rather than competition.. I don't wish wrong on anyone, but I do believe in karma. I really wish the universe would hurry up 🙏

@AlbaZevon @Michael_NYC @FetishCon I’m glad that we got to catch up on things as well 😊

Myself and my lovely friend @Michael_NYC ❤️ So happy to finally spend some time with you 🥰 @FetishCon

@AlbaZevon Always a pleasure seeing a shooting with you. Looking forward to the next time we see each other 🤗

Another FetishCon is done! It’s incredible how fast it always is, by the time it started it’s already over! Thank you EVERYONE who booked me, (I would tag everyone but I am worried to forget someone!) it always feels very special to me! 🥰 And huge thank you to my wonderful roommate @CalBCorner ❤️ Can’t wait for next year already! @FetishCon

I present to you the Italian human flag @AlbaZevon 🇮🇹

Last day of #fetishcon. Come see @SandraSilvers @AJ_Marion @TheCatSterling @zonahbellum @XSABen at their booth

The brute searching for his next victim @XSABen

Watching @XSABen holding up @zonahbellum in her flying strappado

Watching @zonahbellum and @AJ_Marion dancing to the music

Hanging out at @SandraSilvers booth with @TheCatSterling @AJ_Marion @zonahbellum

So glad to share some news and shoot with @Ayla_Aysel_Xo today 🥰🤗

Maid @CalBCorner presenting herself to @EnchantressSahr

Arriving earlier this morning, my Fetishcon week starts off quite nicely with @CalBCorner