Mikey retweetledi
Mikey
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Mikey retweetledi
Mikey retweetledi

Hello, I need your help for my Brother medical Expenses (Lung Tumor & Kidney Failure). Im sorry I'm so tired so I'm open donations. But don't worry, I'm still open my commission at Vgen and syill 10% off sale. Thank you so much for the love and sharing.
ko-fi.com/adhiewns/
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As an UtaPri fan, I had to cover this song 💙
A gentle song that’s always felt special to me.
✧ COVER RELEASE ✧
| “Negai Boshi” — Mikaze Ai/Aoi Shouta |
WAITING ROOM: youtu.be/BEOAeVwz9ec
#うたプリ #VtuberCover #UtaPri

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@Ace_Hatter It's midnight in the UK rn, and there is no other song and no other singer, I want to be listening to rn other than this one right here as I look out my window onto the street below 🧡🧡
Fantastic cover Ace, 🫶🫶
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@shgurr_yt Expressions are the best.
I think whether it's anime, vtubers, VRchat, art, or even people irl, unique facial expressions are such a joy to see 🧡😸.
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@natsuko_vtuber Enjoy it while it lasts.
Also, meet, talk, and see lots of different types of people, and social groups
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@dokibird Keeping yourself mentally healthy requires
Physical exercise (sport, stretching, walking, sport, even jumping up and down 😹)
Achievement (doing something that improves yourself or your surroundings bit by bit, like the cleaning)
Talking things out
Enjoyment (have a break)
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@dokibird Ive felt very similar for the last year and a half, ghosting, disinterested with reality, self sabotage. I've sometimes pulled myself out of that hole by first doing smaller tasks to build up a "momentum" for a bigger one but I still come back to where I was. Routine is the key
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Today was a special day for me. I'm not even sure if burn out is the right word but I’ve been in a slump since the start of the year. I tried my best to hide how bad it had gotten to my friends and dragoons since I thought it will be okay, I will get better, that this will eventually stop. Despite that, months will pass and it was still the same and my living environment started reflecting the mental state I was in. I also started being less social as my social battery was always low, ghosting and barely replying to people and abandoning projects and ideas while just trying to exist. It was getting harder for people to reach me as I looked at my messages and just never had the energy to reply back. The only person that really knew was my manager and I'm really thankful that he did his best to man the ship since while I wasn't in the right headspace, the business side of things couldn't just stop and wait for me.
I kept pushing myself and I just kept going, thinking that things will improve soon but I was disassociating more and more and I never felt well rested despite sometimes sleeping 14+ hours a day. My apartment started getting messier and messier. I have a cleaner that comes in once a month but I would never let her near my closet and bedroom because of how embarrassed I was at the state it was in. The floor was barely visible as clothes, figures, plushies and other random junk were scattered everywhere. There was even a stack of flattened cardboard boxes that was building up since the beginning of the year in a corner. I kept telling myself, tomorrow, you will fix your life and get your shit together but that tomorrow kept being pushed back.
2 weeks ago was a big wake up call for me when I missed my flight to New York for my business trip. I knew at that point that I was a mess and I had to start focusing on self-care and to stop self sabotaging myself. So I made a plan with my manager when I came back from my trip, little steps on how I can slowly improve my lifestyle and productivity. I started off really small such as cleaning my keyboard and replacing my deskmat, little things that improve my workspace until I was ready for the biggest task that was bothering me the most.
Today was finally that day. I got up early and spent the entire day just cleaning my closet, bedroom and the rest of the apartment. I was finally able to see the floor again! I know it's just one problem out of many that I need to fix but I'm still proud of myself. I'm also sorry to everyone that I had ghosted and I really appreciate everyone for being so patient with me. I want to revive some of my projects that I had abandoned and slowly reply to people again but I don't want to overwhelm myself too fast so I hope everyone will continue to be patient with me.
I’m really happy with today, I feel like it’s a small step in the right direction, it’s progress in a long journey of recovery. I feel really good today as I finally have a clean space. Thank you for reading my little braindump, I hope it will help those who need it, to get up and just do something productive today, even if it's something small. Those small steps will eventually add up !

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@shgurr_yt It's a sad day, I'm sorry for your loss.
I put my PC together from deals on parts and whenever it breaks, it feels like a part of me just went away 😭...
Man I should touch more grass...
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@ShurieVr @celtrance PIRATE SHURIE!! I didn't know I wanted this till I saw it TY!! Adorable af!!
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Received this amazing pirate Shurie that I commissioned from the very talented @celtrance today. I LOVE IT SO MUCH IT'S SO CUTE!

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