I tell myself to not text first to see how long it would take them to text me first but then I realize, why should I have to show less love to feel loved more
i just want to be loved without feeling like i’m a burden to be cared for. i wonder if i even deserve to be loved given how burdensome i am. is it possible to love me & not be consumed by the Bad? i feel i am a parasite of a person leeching the life from everyone around me