ApocalypsePup

Scheduled 3 get-togethers today and the other people added food to all of them I am going to die.

Worked out, it wasn’t too bad thank god.

IT JUST IS NOT FAIR

Good OMAD :)) super happy

Going to drink my lemonade (10 cal) in about 40 minutes, and break my fast completely in about 2 and a half hours :)

Fast is going good today!

Oh I am on my period btw so will not be weighing myself until it is over. Still hoping to hit 150 by the end of July.

FEELING BAD ABOUT MY BODY

Bf came over. Horrible intake but worth it cause I love him. Now time to work out.

156.8 UGHHHHHH.

Trying to act normal when I remember I haven’t showered in 4 days cause I hurt so bad.

Accepting that these past 3 days were super bad. I just need to keep pushing.

I need a drink. Today went bad. But whatever. Long term goals or whatever. (I want it now)

Sometimes I think about going vegan to lose weight and then I remember that I am not that kind of person.

Ok I had a zucchini muffin oops 😭. Also UGH I weighed myself and I am back at 155. But I think I can get that number back down today.

Fasting all through today except for dinner ❤️ Have not weighed myself yet I am scared.

Taking a deep breath and reminding myself I’m still on track to hit this month’s goal so I don’t freak out.

How do you soft launch having a ED to your boyfriend no glue no borax.

I feel so bad about my body. I hate this :(

I am going to go work out in a minute ugh. I hate today.