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kms in 35 days (feb 1st) if I don’t weigh 48kg

@9Opounds I wish I had bigger calves omg. We need to trade

the collective asian struggle of having naturally the biggest calf muscles no matter how much weight i loose

I’m back from my hiatus. Bloated af but at least I’m back

@skinnyinfidel I love dur dur band. peak

Somali song rec of the day. Everybody needs to get real somali immediately. Pls listen and lmk what u think. 🇸🇴

ever since I started reading I’ve easily omaded (more or less). no more food noise. water also helps me sm. I never actually think about food and I can tell myself no now. only think is sometimes I get too hungry and too little appetite so I have to force myself or I get sick

@9Opounds YESS

@NETTAIGY0 wanna be oomfs🥹🥹i have a limit so i cant follow rn😔

in july when i was bmi 16.4 AND rich i had it all and i took it for granted😭

@9Opounds omg you're onto smth. I'll go again to shanghai again next summer lowk. which city were you in?

@NETTAIGY0 are we secretly genetically engineered and enhanced twins who get separated for a social experiment…

@AggroVarlot @voregod it wasn't directed at you I was speaking of solutions to what you said people do in your experience. it applied to me too but that thing with just putting it away helped me. I was just explaining why I said what I said I wasn't trying to be rude either

@NETTAIGY0 @voregod Sorry if I appear rude, this just feels patronising

@AggroVarlot @voregod I understand but if you have a scale it shouldn't take hours. many of us aren't as busy as we claim, just impatient. it trains us to be patient and accept food only when our body allows it (aka when it's actually good). also prevents binging bc you won't just eat anything

@NETTAIGY0 @voregod True but I was just explaining why people do it based on my experience. Also time = money. I remember spending hours calculating calories for one meal, especially OMADs when I used to be on super low intakes. To go back and repeat the process might be stressful.

@AggroVarlot @voregod literally just store it. or go back and adjust the food. I get if you're super poor but food is easily adjustable or can be used as a base for your next meal

@NETTAIGY0 @voregod Not everyone is maxxing out their credit cards for food. I don't have no one to give it to

I've had triggering dreams where I get so fat two times now. I was touching my jiggling armfat (weird bc I don't care about armfat) and then on the other one my stomach was gigantic

edtwt makes me binge. I'm not thinking of food if I'm not on edtwt bc everything here is about food. I hate food actually. maybe I'll deactivate

@crosantss_ it's body dysmorphia bc you're so small I actually had to look twice. please take care of yourself you deserve it🌸

And it's (not) funny because I still feel too big ever single day. I feel like a fraud ahhha. For example I hate how my arms always look huge no matter what or how my legs are still round, how my bones are not as defined as they could be IT'S SUCH A HELL PIT 😮‍💨

I genuinely can't fathom that the first picture was me in May 😟 I genuinely felt so disconnected from my body and was binging every single day gah damn, that was my highest weight EVERRR I'm far from my lw still, but yeah woah

@crosantss_ you're so small. stay safe angel❤️

@mtndew0kitty ooo sharing is caring

I just got a new dentist so I told her about my ED and she actually...didn't judge me?? She gave me helpful harm reduction tips??

@matcharexia but what strain

waitttt should i start lowkey…

I’m also so stoned it could be that

am I crazy or is my upper arm so weirdly shaped that it looks like a leg?