Nel

#intro Nel, 25y, disabled [TW shedtwt account] 🎶 I live for music • (nu)metal, sad stuff, some kpop, dark wave, sometimes good pop 🩻 bpd, adhd, chronically suicidal 🍃 smoking a lot of ouid + drinking 🐈‍⬛ two cats 🐈 ifb 18+ only

Do you really want a man tracking your period? Saw a post from moot about the FLO period tracker app sounding like conservative men or something like that. This app is made by men. They had a big fat lawsuit because they're selling your data. I'm so surprised how few know of this

@c0ffincalories You definitely do not sound dumb. Do you have someone to report it? Or can you at least talk to someone about this?

btw guys i’m really fr being threatened from inside the jail and someone is supposedly coming for me or something uhm im actually really scared and i haven’t known what to say cuz idk what’s coming or if i should even take it seriously or if i sound dumb

I now ruined two of my favourite artists for me. No more listening to Scene Queen or Ashnikko without thinking about how fucking useless I am

I fucking forgot about the scene queen concert. It's today, in like 30 minutes in a city 5 hours away from me. Why am I like this, I can't believe it. Absolutely useless piece of shit

My stepdad is the best istg

IT'S ALMOST MIDNIGHT the last days weren't even close to this

@daerontits Same. Except for a few strands around my face, they always get curly. But the back of my head won't even curl with cream, so annoying

my hairs naturally curly but the curl cream is what defines it if I don’t use that it’s just wavy

I also want to be part of the cool club 👉🏻👈🏻

@daerontits That doesn't make it normal! Let me tell you as a fat person myself

@Nelles666 Im just fat

Hey guys I’m struggling to breathe

@pet4lsnpiece5 I saw the mv on tv when I was like 9 or something like that and let me tell you I was OBSESSED. I don't really like her now but she was one of my first sexual awakenings

Song dumb as hell really but I was heavy bumpin it loud as fuck at 8😭😭😭

@daerontits You're sweet, thank you! 🖤

@Nelles666 What’s up? Dm me if you wanna talk x

I need a joint. Or someone to kill me.

@c0ffincalories PLEASE

@Nelles666 i can provide one of those things come over

First time ever cutting is making me more frustrated than I already was. Ffs not even deep because I can't stop shaking

Happened to me as well so it just hurts that I can't beat some sense into them ahhhhhhh

Saw another post from a very young woman talking about her 30 years older boyfriend she has 2 kids with. She is around 20. Two kids. And she still doesn't see how wrong it is. And then all the comments from young women talking about their old ass boyfriends and how normal it is

Uh, bingo?

I hate birthdays, so exhausting every time. I just want to smoke a joint to relax a bit and maybe make my pain better but nooooooooooo no more weed this month because no more money this month. Can someone just kill me please?

Was on the bus back home with a piece of cake on a plate for my bf. I swear everyone thought my fat ass will eat the cake on the bus