nff 99

And those that tasted the bite of his sword named him... The Pink Slayer Awesome avatar made by @WilmarysUwU, go show him love he deserves. ❤️

I have been having the same dreams for the past week, and all of them are same: Me joining "them" make jokes, watch movies, play games like nothing in the past ever happened. I remember waking up happy... Am i in the wrong? Why is my mind against me...

Even tho I hate the people who did all of this to me. I also miss them... so much... I miss the fun and happiness i felt each sunday and all the days we spent together as friends... That's why i wanna make the series. Not to focus on the wrong parts, but on the good that i had..

Its kinda my dream ever since i started to make content here so... What better way to end it.

For people who wonder about the project, here is a sneak peak. It's gonna be a lighthearted comedy that will be showing my journey i took in the past two years. I have no intention of making anyone look bad, i wanna take the happy times and make something i look back and smile.

Im feeling much better after last posts... Anyway I had this idea, as my last project that i will do here, short comedy series. I don't wanna get into details but once I'm back on vr, if anyone would like to be an actor and help me, you can comment here. I need atleast 6

@devolverG Thank you, ill keep that in mind. Honestly, saying all this out loud helped me a lot. I hope this will gove me some closure.

@Nff99VR If you need help or a friend feel free to dm me. :)

Im in very bad fucking state and i might have written the story very badly for people to understand. This channel only brings bad memories but at least i know that some people who haven't blocked me will read this.

Im taking break from vr for school, and after that i wanna try recording again, not here, this was supposed to be an account for keeping memories, but now when Aubrey deleted everything about us and changed it into nsfw account, and i scream my feelings here, ill delete this.

@devolverG Thank you... Man im just trying to FUCKING MOVE ON.... It's been almost half a year and yet this things haunt me so much I can't even sleep.

@Nff99VR Im rly sry that his happened to you. It sucks that you were used and abused like this. I hope moving forward you are able to heal and find better people to be around.

For people who wonder, usually I'm doing better, i started to trust people again, it's hard but its a start. I even tried dating but my mind never really was in the right place. I will be going to therapy once i finish school, try get my life back together. Im sorry for bursting.

So fouck people who have destroyed my life and my trust in everyone around me. Fuck people who hurt me and abonded me when i needed it most, i hope you rot in hell.

I needed my side out. I need people to know it's not just a break up that hurt me, it was a trust i had for the entire time i was on vr. My irl life is shit and i thought vr could be an escape, now i know better.

Look, idc if you call me a fucking pussy, if you call me crybaby or worse, i was fucking trying to heal, my mental health is shit from being betrayed and lied by everyone i loved. I atleast healed from the whole cuck shit which i always cried about more then enjoyed...

It hurts so much to see people who have ruined your mental health and trust in everything being popular and making me the bad guy. I never had anything against beat, and yet he hates me everytime i accidentally meet them.

I yelled and punched, someone i trusted, someone i know aubrey was seing still as we were dating. Hell drama was the first one to know me and Aubrey are gonna break up. He betrayed me and i left completely.

I was deeply broken from how he programmed my head into liking that stupid fucking cuck shit, i tried to sray away but then after a month, i found out they started dating after week i left. I was heartbroken all over again. Best friend i trusted the most...

After trying not to think about the stupid nsfw shit, i just couldn't and left, i wanted to wait for a month, and then i would come back to people I thought i could call friends, they were almost the only people i trusted so...

Acorn was a big hit in my heart cause he always was teasing me about sleeping with him, and he was number one person i felt threatened by when we still dated, and now i got told they even dated before drama and Aubrey got together. So i was right.

Sunday was supposed to be the day me and Aubrey talk, i was upset about yesterday but after they "apologized" i went down and talked. Everything went fine until i found out Aubrey was already doing nsfw stuff on twitter, and with acorn.

I thought drama had a phone call or something, but then i found out they were having fun, all of them meanwhile i was suffering alone. All of them laughing meanwhile i was hitting my head against a wall. They said to act like a fucking stone, which i told myself fuck this, left.