Dylan ail Don

I normally make electronic music or grunge and metal, but a bit of hip hop seemed more appropriate to remember my boy by. Lyrics and mix courtesy of Sonar and myself. Vocals by Ty. R.I.P. Ivan (Ivanovich Barkalotski)

@lyssasphere Everyone could. There's always a bigger lens... even for those with already wider than average perspectives.

I need to develop a more powerful lens and expand my perspective

@QuestionAbyss With advanced skills in both passive aggression and shenanigans... Sometimes just gotta flex a little. You know... For entertainment purposes only.

Are you cautious about keeping yourself out of low-value social entanglements?

@lyssasphere Gotta learn to love the mess.

Life is messy

@lyssasphere Let me know if you get stuck. I specialize in LS and VTEC engines... not so good with transmissions, but I know a thing or two about a thing or two.

@NihilAbsurdist I'm just learning the ropes the hard way over here lol 😆

The new baller ride V8 e39 😋

When you find that a relationship looks like it will soon have you "dancing for your supper," how do you handle this?

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@QuestionAbyss Honestly I could sit here and try to math it but considering I ain't the brightest crayon in the box I'm sure I haven't been too good at "pushing away" anything 😆😂

How much potential have you likely "pushed away" over the years in favor of your personal peace?

@QuestionAbyss @lyssasphere Can confirm. I've struggled to maintain this balance before. So little emphasis is placed on this in psychology as well. It's weird. Like they don't want to acknowledge how much of an impact this can have.

@lyssasphere Hormonal physiology is vastly undermentioned and underrated. Just a handful of hormone levels shifting can make a person almost become someone completely different...

At what point in your life did you shift from external to internal validation?

@lyssasphere @QuestionAbyss Excellent. 10/10. I recommend to anyone physically capable... learn the ways of the wrench.

@QuestionAbyss I am learning how to fix my own cars, and that I can diagnose as good as any other mechanic 🙃 I hope you are having an awesome day!

Morning check in: Will you be spending the better portion of your energy on yourself today? What new uncharted territory of personal growth will you trailblaze today?

@QuestionAbyss @lyssasphere Yup. Whether or not competition approved...

@lyssasphere Magnification. Increase Magnification.

What do you have to do to see further in distance?

@lyssasphere The post 2000 models, I should say. Mercedes made one of if not the best car in history in the 80's. 500d. Examples in Europe have hit 4 million miles. As for me... I'll stick with Japanese or very specific classic muscle.

@NihilAbsurdist Lol 😂 good to know!!

@lyssasphere Yup. Just watch them miles. Seems like BMW and Mercedes hit 100 to 120K, and the self destruct sequence begins... Lol.

@NihilAbsurdist Right?! I'm flipping it 😁 I will drive it a little bit then sell it

@lyssasphere Stay feral.

I am not the kind of woman that can be tamed

@lyssasphere Indeed. Worthwhile experiences 💯

@NihilAbsurdist Hey at least we have the ability to give our brains access to stuff it didn't have before. Kinda cool when you think about it

Did you know tissue can die inside of your body without you, yourself dying? You can have necrotic tissue in a living body. It can make your joints hurt. And it dies from lack of blood flow/oxygen This is why it's so important to move. Never be afraid to move.

@lyssasphere Yeah. I've done plenty of salvia too. It doesn't do that for me. It does give me synesthesia though.

@NihilAbsurdist Damn! I've never done dmt. That sounds very intense 🤯 salvia was sort of like that... I felt like a lifetime of experience within a few seconds. It was insane

@lyssasphere 😂 Nah. I didn't get the whole NDE thing. Or if I did, I don't remember it. It was quite the opposite of my DMT experience, which compressed 12 hours of memory into 10 minutes. Dying lost me a day and gave zero memory. It was quite literally a blink off, blink on. Hard reset.

@NihilAbsurdist That's wild. I am so glad you are ok!! No lights or voices talking to you? Lol

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@QuestionAbyss I have never been bothered by quiet. I go get them and bring them back if they're my people Jealousy or no jealousy I'm a ride or die

Have you ever had a friend who suddenly went quiet after you told them you had good things come your way?

@lyssasphere It hurt. Up to the point that consciousness ceased and according to the EMT death occured technically. The next second (for me) I was in the hospital. Really though I guess a day and a half had passed. So... If you can imagine nothing, I guess maybe it's like that.

@NihilAbsurdist Damn. What was that like?

@QuestionAbyss Indeed. Something about a fish's ability to climb a tree...

@NihilAbsurdist Love this and can't agree more, brother!!! I think you nailed it right on!!! I find we're all, in totality, totally incomparable as we all have different starting conditions and paths. Like measuring how fast fish can sprint on a running track...

Is jealousy a juvenile state characteristic of one who has not yet learned to properly process their emotions and practice effective self-reflection?