Angel

@remyaches I'm okay rn, thank you ♡

@NoEndExperiment hey non oomf i hope you’re okay right now <3

I won't continue for long. I'm only alive to hurt myself and hurt everyone around me. I have nothing left but cutting. It's the only thing left that still loves me so I guess suicide by cutting is almost romantic to me in a sick and twisted way haha #shtwt #sfx #suicidetwt

@Sarellah2 I'm okay

@NoEndExperiment Omg are you okay? Still alive?

"have u tried snapping a rubber band-"

How it feels forcing yourself to get better because it's affecting the people around you

I’ll take the lead

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give up, nothing will ever happen

@1drk07 Of course! Unfortunately I still feel really ill and will need more transfusions. I can't walk without my heart racing or feeling lighted and nauseous. It all doesn't feel real but I'm trying my best! And thank you again for your replies, I really appreciate it! 🤗

@NoEndExperiment Thank you for sharing Angel. Can I ask if you’re feeling better physically at least? I completely understand it if you’re having a hard time mentally. I cannot imagine how horrifying that was & it’s ok to take as much time as you need to process/recover

I almost died yesterday

@1drk07 Thank you so much, I really appreciate it (´ω｀)

I went into hypovolemic shock and was unresponsive the emts did cpr and applied a tourniquet to my leg. While I was unresponsive I hallucinated a warm glowing place with a loved one who I was walking towards. My chest felt so tight I couldn't breath and had to put on oxygen

@meOwstericO @layoverarchives Thank you I am! ( ´∀`)

@NoEndExperiment @layoverarchives Woah pls stay safe!!

@1drk07 When the emts arrived they did cpr. I kept losing consciousness and started asking me questions such as my birthday, my name and address to keep my consciousness and prevent me from passing out as my blood pressure was dangerous low. I had to be put on oxygen so I could breath.

@1drk07 No problem at all! It was one of worst feelings I've ever felt. After a while I started feeling cold. I felt my heart beat in my head, then followed by ringing and quickly losing hearing. Before I passed out my chest got tighter and tighter until I lost consciousness.

@Idkidkssssss Thank you, I'm trying (；ω；)

@NoEndExperiment I’m so glad you’re okay. Sincerely, please stay safe

Also got blood and iron infusions. I hate myself for traumatizing my family I feel so unreal.