James.

…About me, I guess. [James] •Mid 30’s. •Figuring life out. Not sure what that means yet. •Semi-Selective…ish. Multiverse/Multiship. •Post CA:TWS, Mid- CA:CW events. AU in modern day. •New to this. Please be patient. Replies will be scattered.🩶 [.1]

I do miss you, doll. I miss Daisy, too… I hope you are both doing fine this Wednesday… Red looks wonderful on you. I hope to be retuning home to continue more sweets taste testing with you…

My beautiful Chloe doll, your beauty is incomparable. A true original, one that would have stopped me in my tracks in 41’… I would have walked into a pole had I seen you on the street…

@TerrysBowTie -His lips curve into a smile in the kiss, before stealing one more from you. He parts gently, looking down at your eyes. They sparkle, he can feel you shaking. His brow furrows, and he lowers himself to be more in your eye-line…- What is wrong, doll? That was… wonderful.

@NotAGhost1917 *The second kiss is perfect, my hand coming up to gently cup his jaw before parting, not wanting to take more than I am given* Mkay, I believe you, I'll be good

…Last night could not have been a better send off… Thank you, for helping me feel… normal. Now… Now I get to heal. To be… Bucky. To find myself fully again… I will miss New York City in the meantime… Alpine will too… [.1]

@TerrysBowTie I will make sure you eat when I return…

@NotAGhost1917 I promise I'm usually good with it, i was just super busy 🩷

Long day, successful… I feel as though I have accomplished much… Tomorrow will be lab work, inside, no animals… I am not so excited for that one… Please, tell me of your day, what you have done…

@Littleravenwing I miss you too, my friend. I miss spending time with you and Zack…

@NotAGhost1917 Its so beautiful there James its good to have these breaks between treatment. Wish I was at your side missing you so much

Today… we are working on labs… Blood testing… resistance training, reflexes… memory… I am on a break, walking the internal gardens in Shuri’s lab… It is beautiful. Quiet. There is whispers of Cryo tonight… If I must, I will update you…

@bckylvebot I would love nothing more, sweet Bun. I simply miss your baking, so much so I have dreamt of it…

gonna make this for @NotAGhost1917 when he comes back!!!!!

@Moxie_By_Night They did, they… they said I am going to be helping to take care of them, in between Cryo sessions…

@NotAGhost1917 Oh my goodness, such sweet little babies! Did they let you feed them?

Today is the first day of exposure therapy work… They have me out working with the animals, while they observe me, and talk with me… It is difficult. Opening up… Is not easy. But these little ones are helpful… Playful…

@bckysprincess This knight is out of his armor, but will forever keep his princess safe. Sweet Strawberry, your knight wishes to kiss you… once more…

My gift to you, my Strawberry, my shooting star. It is your own space… In my room, for when I am not here, unable to hold you… You have this… Alpine will surely sit with you, and you are free to add your stuffed animals. I… hope you like it, baby doll….

@bckysprincess Knowing you are waiting for me is enough for me…

They are so sleek… I wish I could hear every day and say hello to these little things…

@bckylvebot Oh, Bunny Baby. I miss you…

@NotAGhost1917 good!!! i’m glad to hear 🥺

@bckylvebot -His mouth quirks ever so slightly at the redness in your cheeks, his hand coming back to hold you steady, and he leans down once more, kissing and biting your neck and collarbones. Soft transitions between both, effortless…-

@NotAGhost1917 -i swallow a hum in my throat, my neck being one of my sensitive spots. i feel the mark hot as soon as he pulls away, a smile on my lips as i feel happy- yes…i…like when you mark me like this..

Look at them all, sweet Bun… I could not have asked for a better partner to attend this tonight with…. The octopus fascinates me…

@ago2911 It was wonderful to come back to this sight last night, beautiful Ago. Truly… It calmed my mind, my body, before it registered to me…

@NotAGhost1917 Well, I went to see the goats myself. I also missed you, but I took several pictures for you to see when you're free from doing all the lab work. If you're scared, think of me, of Alpine. We're rooting for you. We love you. This little guy certainly wanted to play

@ago2911 And you, I saw how you interacted with them, doll… You are a natural…

@NotAGhost1917 Look at their little faces! So cute. They clearly love you.

@ago2911 I am no menace to you, simply your man. Your soldier, who loves you for who you are…

@NotAGhost1917 -giggles and blushes even more,kissing him back whenever he reaches her lips- You're such a menace, James. So adorable

First room… It is absolutely gorgeous in here. It is so silent… save for the sounds of the water tanks… I love watching the fish. They are magnificent creatures… Beautiful in many ways. Take pictures for me, to savor this memory… Onto the next room…

@CinderFae1997 Perhaps you would enjoy spending more time together when I return… We can explore… thrift shops, or… antique shops. They have many treasures.

@NotAGhost1917 I’m okay really. That’s why I treasure gifts like this more.

So many stuffed animals, again… I suppose I am going to be bringing more home. I will, happily. This has been a wonderful time with you. I am grateful we made time to do this on my last day in New York City for… however long. Now I must finish packing for tomorrow…

@ago2911 This shoulder is still mostly metal, baby doll. I believe they told me… The skin ends just under where the metal begins… This metal stump is… still connected to my neural network…

@NotAGhost1917 -turns and kisses your shoulder, catching your eye and smiling reassuringly- It really isn't. I am proud of you. And I love you just as you are.

…My arm is detached… They removed as much of it as they could. I have never seen me this way, this is difficult. I feel as if I may weep… They are telling me I could have a new one… if all this goes well, in the end… Do I look…alright? More things tomorrow… G’Night…

@ago2911 -He nudges you with his knee to yours, a signal for you to kiss him first. He waits, fiddling with his pant leg in the meantime…-

@NotAGhost1917 Anytime you want to, James. And as many kisses as you wish

@ceitfionn I am simply stating the truth, sweet fennec. You are.

@NotAGhost1917 You’re too sweet, you know that?

@ceitfionn Would you call me, tonight? So… I am alone with the aftermath of being… Him, all alone?

@NotAGhost1917 Of course, what is it?

Sea turtles are beautiful. They are so, so smart, too… This one had a broken shell… It was patched to the best of their ability… I feel so… sorry for him…