BPD bobbidy boo 🪄

Gonna break some of my teeth so my smile reads SOS in morse code

@BpdEadric 🫂❤️ I'm sorry it got so bad. Here when you need, always

*TW/SH* The damn finally broke. SH with razors this morning. I am tired of being sick, tempted to dip into a few tramadols and blink out.

@BpdEadric Never they finally answered, i was THIS close to leave the GC 🤏

@BpdEadric So far 17 people read my question 3h ago, I'm seriously considering leaving the group 😭

Considering signing off all mails and texts with "don't leave me on read, I have BPD"

@BeccaStilley Aw haha thank you ❤️

@NullePartVite BPD boppity boo is so clever btw 🥹

I'm a time bomb that regularly blows up and my life consists in trying to repair what I will inevitably destroy again

Wish I could offer my BPD to those who dare romanticize it

@BpdEadric Damn you're really going through it 🫂

Mouth ulcers coupled with gastroenteritis isn't a great combination 🤒. Living off tea and Lucozade.

@BpdEadric @Misterblarg A person who'd ridicule another for their mental health problems would probably need treatment themselves

@NullePartVite @Misterblarg Those files remain on our records into time immemorial 😓. Damned to eternal ridicule and ire.

How are psychiatrists so expensive yet so useless?

@Misterblarg @BpdEadric I benefit from the social security system but it far from covering everything. My job doesn't come with any additional insurance sadly, actually it doesn't come with much 🥲

@jo_uk70 I swear! They can be notoriously bad but still allowed to prescribe meds or make decisions for patients

@NullePartVite And how the hell do they continually get away with being so useless!?

@Misterblarg @BpdEadric I don't even have an insurance 🤡

@BpdEadric @Misterblarg Forgot about that 😣

@NullePartVite @Misterblarg They also get paid lots to just tear one apart in their reports. These are sent around the other medical folks for a good laugh, or a frown and tutting.

@Misterblarg Good guy dad 👍 Psychologists are often more human than psychiatrists, helps that they can't play chemist with your brain

@Misterblarg @BpdEadric Would be more beneficial to my mental health than some sessions I've had 😄

@BpdEadric @Misterblarg Everytime I've tried getting an appointment with a psychiatrist the waiting list was in months too, it seems to be the norm here in Paris

@Misterblarg @NullePartVite That's what my insurance company paid 😬. The surroundings though in Harley Street were quite tired and stuck in the 1990s (a bit like me in that respect!)

@BpdEadric I'm so glad you found a good one, but £800?! Seriously?! How is that justified, it's a whole rent 😭 Hope your work insurance covered everything! Imagine he had been bad 🥲

@NullePartVite The one I saw on my Private work Insurance was £800 a session 😵😵‍💫. They were very good, but honestly!

@Misterblarg @BpdEadric If it ever happens, please record it 🙏

Met with a psychiatrist today. Got discharged from the local mental health team to the surgery psychiatric nurse.

@BpdEadric Ah ok! 👍 Yeah GPs are the worst, they barely know anything about mental health and ask the most triggering questions or offer terrible advice. Once I went to this very old GP who, after spotting my scars, lectured me on self harm for about 15 mn. I had not cut for years 🤷🏼‍♀️

@NullePartVite Ah the surgery is just the place where my doctor's are at. It is the lowest rung of mh support I guess. As long as I don't have to go through a GP (general practitioner) for my meds that will be fine. They are a nightmare - start asking questions 'why do you cut' etc