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ᴘᴀʀᴏᴅʏ! ғᴀᴋᴇ! Katılım Eylül 2020
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@malfoy_luciana - "Even if I've killed someone..?"
Or worse, turned someone. The fear in his voice, shown in his eyes. Was crystal clear.
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@malfoy_luciana "You don't understand...if I've hurt someone, there's now always going to be a chance that I will again..."
He spent years terrified he'd hurt one of the guys during the full moon, now he has possibly hurt someone? All that fear has returned. -
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@malfoy_luciana - covered in blood Luci. I have no idea what I could've or have done. I could've killed someone."
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@malfoy_luciana "If I've hurt someone Luci, I can't be around them. I can't look the people who think highly of me, in any sense in the eye...not knowing what I've done."
He shakes his head, if he has truly harmed a human, killed a person, then he will never forgive himself.
"I woke up, -
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@malfoy_luciana - "What if I did hurt someone, not something..but someone. I wouldn't be safe to be around. I would be a monster."
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@malfoy_luciana "Luci."
He lifted his gaze to face her, he took a deep breath to steady himself a little. Stay strong.
"What if there's nothing you can do? This isn't an easy thing to fix or accept...I never wanted to be this.."
He shakes his head, looking down at his hands briefly. -
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@malfoy_luciana -guys wanting to help? I don't know if you can...if there's anything that will help..."
In the past he would bounce back after a day or to, realize he's being silly about worrying, usually because the guys know what happened.
This was different, he wasn't sure if he -
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@malfoy_luciana - "Never asked for it no...but I should've been able to control it."
He mumbled, looking down again.
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@malfoy_luciana "They've always known I feel like that..."
They spent years trying to get him to say he wasn't a monster, distracted him with pranks or enjoyable full moons. Despite the transformations. But nothing could change what he was.-
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@malfoy_luciana "But I couldn't forgive myself..."
It was barely a whisper, his gaze dropping, a deep breath. He was trying to keep it together.
"But I wouldn't be, I'd be..exactly what people expect me to be...a monster."
The word the guys had constantly told him not to use towards himself,-
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@malfoy_luciana "And what if he find someone...what if I--if I did hurt someone..."
The thought crossed his mind, his heart felt as though it was stuck in his throat, if he'd killed someone, he'd never forgive himself, ever.
"If I've hurt someone, I can't...I won't forgive myself..."
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