Leoooo

I don't want to cry anymore. There's a lot of things that I don't want anymore.

I can't keep living everyday in fear that I could break more than I already am.

That's not something I can do anymore. It's exhausting.

I get so happy. Then it just hurts worse when life fucks me over again.

Why try to be okay again ?

I put SO much hope into this life but it continues to tear me down.

Waking up is the hardest thing for me to do. Going through the day is just as hard. Then falling asleep is even harder.

Every time I start to I run to the bathroom & sit there until I think I'm done

I cry so much & so hard that I uncontrollably throw up

How much longer am I going to feel like this