BES | OnlyJoey

My therapist told me: “When a person grows up feeling unseen, they learn to love by over-giving. They pour into everyone else, hoping that, one day, someone will finally pour back into them. So they become the care taker. The fixer. The one who shows up, even when no one shows up for them.” And the hardest part? Deep down, they're not trying to be strong. They're just waiting for someone to do for them what they've spent their whole life doing for everyone else.

So you're gonna tax yourselves or nah?

@lljb3 And we're all ready for the return 👑

I'm going to go live for the first time since December 12, 2025. I might even get the trash ass checkmark for you all here for multi-streaming. Really excited for my fully optimized OBS setup on my unoptimized laptop! Let's play bad at Street Fighter 6 at 5pm CDT.

@MKECCC What am I seeing happen on screen? lmao

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@XanozIchimonji Yeah same, can't seem to get myself to believe it's actually real and looks like it could be fun

Every time they stop talking about this movie I forget about it like it was a fever dream lol

I would love to honestly. My problem is my birthday is right near the end of the year so my PTO is already spent by then. Even in years where I've made it a specific goal to save a single day to use on my birthday it hasn't happened. Someone in the fam always gets sick

@Tento4_ Break (for now) lol

Events in May: Weekend 1: Evo Japan (1st-3rd) Weekend 2: Break (to my knowledge) Weekend 3: DHATL (15th-17th) Weekend 4: CB/Momocon (22nd-24th) Weekend 5: Break (to my knowledge)

@Bri4nF @okizemecoffee Been waiting for the Brian_f x Okizeme Coffee collab

Finally got something official to sip on with the Trash Talk mug... Improving my wakeup options with @okizemecoffee You can get 15% off your order with discount code "BrianF". My personal favorite is Heavy Attack roast.

This year at #ComboBreaker2026 were putting on something special. 6 midwest TOs facing off in a 3 card showcase, capped off with a battle for “Best Local in the World” between FGC Meetups Seph, and THE Toledo Locals own, Mr Checkmate himself, Tommy Toledo.

@Xyless Back in highschool I had a spider lay eggs in my bedroom in a small hole in the floor. I was killing tiny spiders for what felt like weeks

Was woken up by something bug-like moving on my arm, I swung at it as I was waking up and smacked it. It was a little spider that had an egg sac on it. Thankfully I missed the egg sac when I sleep swung so I quickly disposed of it. Could've been an issue!

@FrancisAlbertGN @TempesttTO @sevysavage @CruelAnraj @ShadowXLaw1 @SoulRobba @LordCommandGrab @TheHiddenBoss @Owen_fgc @AriaMikado @tajh256 @ashurvok @Fro_of_Fighters Excited to see what you put out there!

It's a bit of a long read but y'all thank you and it's time I started this. @TempesttTO @sevysavage @CruelAnraj @ShadowXLaw1 @SoulRobba @OnlyJoeyfgc @LordCommandGrab @TheHiddenBoss @Owen_fgc @AriaMikado @tajh256 @ashurvok @Fro_of_Fighters

@ICHIGOWI You are in control of where you spend your money

I can’t do this right now dude, you’re telling me i have to pay for combo breaker, summer smash, AND lalapalooza

It's such a nice day in Milwaukee at the moment I sure hope no weather changes that shortly

Self sabotage has been at an all time high. The self talk has become exceptionally negative again. The ideation is back and really fucking annoying. Spending time with friends/family is starting to feel like a chore and I dislike that immensely

Been feeling lately like I'm circling the drain about to go under. As much as I've wanted to think otherwise I'm not ok. Not really sure where to go from here honestly. Trying to take my little baby steps but finding those getting harder and harder each day

@Kujaku_Raioh That's how I got started originally. A friend whooped my ass in BFTG and I made it my mission to learn the game and run it back.

When I started becoming the big fish in a small pond among my high school friends in fighting games, they used to obsess over trying to beat me. That energy kept everyone excited to play. Win or lose. Now? People don't even wanna try unless they can dominate. It's kinda lame.

A favor de la Eutanasia por los que queremos suicidarnos sin sentir dolor

there's a special place in my heart for people who made an effort to be my friend regardless of how quiet or distant i can get at times