🔞 Otacon

hurt?

@Succuguts OMG Strawberry Hello Kitty! Do want!

Feeling a little better, does help to have vape working again.

Brains are mushy this morning and Brain goblin's are being jerks. Gunna get fairly stoned and take a good walk to a local smoke shop. Also more coffee is needed too. Bleh.

Makes me honestly wonder about my own father...

World is just so depressing and It's honestly pissing me off. Doesn't fuckin' help I can't sleep too.

Yeah...I might struggle to sleep again.

I'm getting really pissed at the world and just existing is a fuckin' pain in the ass.

Feeling shitty and depressed again. I'mma just have a cigarette and just go the fuck back to sleep I think.

@ProjektMelody Can't you wait?!? 🤭

Coming, coming

Just wished my useless ass was dead already, I honestly should have died decades ago.

Even if I want to sleep more I physically cannot due to pain and mental anguish. 😢

I don't even know if I'll ever be happy. 😞

Really not happy at all, Just fuckin' existing is painful.

I'm fuckin' well aware of my physical and mental issues too, too fuckin' aware as much older AuDHD folks must feel. I'll try to sleep soon.

@LadyRandomVT I'm having one of those days where nothing seems to be working right. I'm sure some sleep will help but I've got some long term stresses going on both physically and mentally.

I just feel so fuckin' alone and pathetic.

I'm fuckin' tired and wish I was better. I'm just a fuckin' failure at life.

I do not feel good day at all. I just feel like fucking garbage and I should just not exist anymore.

Just fucking feeling numb as hell when I shouldn't be and IDK I'm just fucked up and broken.

It's days like this I seriously feel broken as all hell. It's depressing as hell.