Dee |-/🌻

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Dee |-/🌻

@OutcastBIue

Age: 24. She/her| ED Recovery Journey and all its ups and downs

Katılım Temmuz 2020

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·10h

tempted to apply to the call center for my internet provider just so i potentially don’t have to pay internet

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·11h

not my bf tucking in my plushies 😩😭

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·22h

😐😐😐 this isn’t funny anymore they cut my hours from 21 this week, to 11 next week, and 10 the week after that.

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·22h

@Lil__Sapling 😭😭😭 wtf is up with our dreams. they feel so real too

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🎤✨ (74.2!!/114lbs) | keeper of croomfs@Lil__Sapling·23h

@OutcastBIue I had a dream I was pregnant and low-key ruined my entire morning 😭

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·23h

had a dream i tried to kms??? dang wtf

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·1d

Me: “did you… did you find everything okay”

GIF

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·1d

i have such a hard time looking at customers in the face and fake smiling it’s so awkward when we make direct eye contact 😭😭😭

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·1d

my silly baby <3

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·1d

@malliestop this is my damn car. i fix something and then it leaves and I hit a bump and it’s back 🥲

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·1d

im crazy but im free. i always figure it out 🥰🥰 i got $250 extra coming in >:))

Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue

woke up to this email today. Cried. went to work. now i need gas and i got bills coming up totaling $300 🥰 I got $197. $167 after gas. i need groceries. $120 ish after groceries. getting paid $150 for 15 hours because they cut my hours again though. fuck this life

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·1d

why are we bombarding the poor worker just trying to do her job and telling her to open the boxes “immediately”

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·1d

accidentally came across a needoh restock at walmart wtf is wrong with people

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·1d

made my bf a Easter basket 😭😭 theme is silly goose

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·2d

okay nightly freak out done goodnight I work in 5 hours

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·2d

and then i go to a food bank and they give me food that expired between 2018-2023 and im just expected to be okay with that. bro i got emetophobia I will not risk anything that will make me sick

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·2d

is that even a question of course they forget. i remember getting in an argument with my caseworker before discharge because she told me to just pay the $1500 a month cobra pay so I could have health insurance and go to php. like yeah let me just pull 1k out of my ass real quick

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Dee |-/🌻@OutcastBIue·2d

i hate that financial stress is a big trigger for my eating disorder. I don’t know if I’ll ever grow out of this rationing food and hoarding snacks habit.

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