Wolfie!

How to read my posts: If it has 💛💙 or ! : the lonely suicidal wolfgirlfailure from fortnite If it doesnt have 💙💛 or ! : the lonely suicidal person behind the wolfgirlfailure

How do normal people approach each other

I think this is the most exhausted i have ever been in a week, i swear to god, i am completely dead i just want to sleep, and now that i think about it, all i ever want to do is sleep

Rise and shine because it's time to get back to work This week off was disgusting especially by the end of the whole thing, i did not rest or enjoy even for a second, thank you for nothing week off

Paul Anderson's films were probably some of the worst films in cinema history (especially the 6th one, it would be good if it became lost media) Welcome to Racoon City was catastrophic The Netflix show was catastrophic It didn't work the 8 previous times, why bother

There are no words in any language in this planet that can even come close to describing how pathetic and shit i am

And in real life that is quite literally impossible, if i don't have the balls to approach someone on the internet where i can hide myself behind a persona and a profile picture, i will never be able to connect with another human in real life, it is impossible for me

Of course, thats just wishful thinking, anything similar to that was lost months or years ago, i can't simply try to bring that back, i burned many of those bridges myself, it would be a fucking miracle if anyone remembered me at all

I don't need a 2 meter tall furry mommy to tell me i'm a good boy, i don't need a wife to tell me i'm worth it, i know i'm not worth it, literally all i want to hear is that everything will be alright, that all nightmares and sadness will stop one day, that i have to keep my hope

@Extreme410 God has abandoned me and he made me more miserable

@PMC_Brai I’m so sorry it feels this painful Wolfie. There is someone who can help you and that is God Himself. Jesus knows you, He cares for you deeply. He knows all the things you like the most. He has a wonderful escape in Paradise planned for you

My family is completely falling apart, conflicts are more and more frequent, the place feels more and more quiet, and everyone is noticeably more sad each day that goes by I try to take shelter in videogames and music, but my peace is always squashed

Heaven is not real, hell is not real, theres no afterlife where you go live with your loved ones, it's just eternal darkness, it's peaceful like sleeping, i like sleeping, nobody bothers me when i'm sleeping, thats why i find that concept so relaxing and attractive

Infact, church and religion is one of the reasons i am so miserable and hate myself and everyone so much, everyone tells me that god loves me and that i should find him but i dont believe in god, i never have and never will, i can't comprehend how people see god as something good

Twitter user "Rapture is inminent" left me 13 comments on this depressing rant, i am sorry Twitter user but if i spend 30 minutes writing posts on Twitter about how miserable and lonely and sad my life is, i think it's safe to Say that god and Jesus have abandoned me

All thats left for me is simply watch everything fall apart, wishing that things were different, that i wasnt this unlucky, that i could have a normal life where i got rejected in highschool, went to uni with good grades, and where my family was fun, happy and united.

Trying to connect with old friends or making new ones or even a partner is useless, it would feel better short term, but nothing would change, nothing can ever change, it's sad, but i'm trying to make sense of it and understanding it so the end doesnt come as hard and as sad