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my full explanation of the drama related to me. TLDR:

just reinstalled twt. no worries guys, ive been doing well lately! im keen on gaming + some cn fandoms rn, so i havent had much time to be active here when im interested in an en fandom again (probably mcyt), ill make a new acc & post the @ here, since i dont wanna bother ppl who followed me mainly for statetwt🥺 but for now lemme finish hades2 first…

@QuyenO71747 ty for the kind words — i rlly hope everything in ur future will be bright and happy too!

@PandaLover5K Honesty the reason why I know and get into statesmp or saps content specifically is because of you. I honestly and deeply from the bottom of my heart respect your devotion to this fandom. Hope you feel better and for every choices that you make will be smoothly flawless.

i rlly love statetwt, mostly bc of how passionate ppl r here. they're willing to give feedback, leave comments, make u feel like ur work, ur thoughts, ur existence actually matter — not just another face in the crowd (1/10)

@Chennai34221346 辛苦了！看看看放松心情

@PandaLover5K 我周末也打算去看，苦逼高三生就这样苟延残喘😇

the fact that statetwt was spreading the misinfo that “every vague tweet is abt saps calling out 5k for misinfo” and literally meanwhile 5k was completely offline watching zootopia2 😭😭😭

@bbsunlix yeah… there were just way too many vague tweets at the same time, i knew most of them were abt completely different things. i honestly didnt expect everything to get linked back to me… i probably shouldve seen it coming earlier though… 😭

@PandaLover5K highkey i think half the vague tweets were about something else but nobody will say what so we cant verify and people are jumping to conclusions abt it being abt you

@jugve_jkm ofc! love u 🥰

@PandaLover5K please take a rest...

im not rlly fine. i barely slept last night, n ive been on mental meds for yrs u can vent ur anger at me if u need, but pls dont forget — theres a real person behind every screen also i NEVER wanted saps to get that much backlash. i didnt even realize it happened until last night

@Consekant tysm for the kind words. i still feel a bit bad for not realizing how fast things were escalating, but ive now done what i can to take responsibility. from here on im just gonna move on, and i wish u the best too🫶

@PandaLover5K Hi panda, this whole chaos is not your fault, I'm sorry people makes you feel like it is ❤️ so many vague tweets have made everyone anxious and paranoid which was fair. Best way to let it die is to forget about it and everyone will move on !

@ratpatyo333 still, ty for checking on me and sharing ur thoughts. it means a lot

@ratpatyo333 i completely understand why all of this would cause anxiety. the saddest part is that by the time i found how much things had escalated, it was already way too late. im slowly calming down n moving on, i logged on today only to reply to friends’ dms

@zaoyinzhis36067 嗯，我最后跟互关聊聊就卸载

@PandaLover5K 好无力……抱抱你5k，好好休息一下吧

@Ohlala545 ty for ur kind words. truly

@PandaLover5K From what ive seen, you did nothing wrong 5K. We are all just regular humans who make mistakes sometimes, both fans and ccs. I wouldnt be able to handle all this half as well as you have, and my acc is super small. Twt is also great at escalating small scenes, so dont feel bad❤️

lastly — many ppl have apologized to me for possibly escalating things. i wanna say: u might’ve reacted too strongly, maybe we need to reflect n learn from it but i dont blame u! u acted bc u care abt me, so if anything bad came out of this, thats our responsibility together

i think ive explained everything related to me as clearly as i can, so im going to uninstall twt for a while. if u care abt me n have other ways to reach me, pls do. i might respond slow, but ill read every msg i think rn, i do need some emotional support

saps had told me my best move was to step away from twt for a while, dont interact. i see his good intent — but i have to take responsibility anyway! even if lowkey, the biggest mistake i made was barely being online on twt, not realizing how fast things were spiraling

@gasoline451 thats alright. i understand ur emotions n also u have corrected this mistake now lol

i want everyone to understand — if u see a vague tweet with a harsh tone saying some cc should be cancelled, 95% chance it has NOTHING to do with saps! i genuinely didnt realize that ppl were connecting every vague tweet to me unfollowing him until last night im so fckin confused

@vvelveta cute n beautiful! love the fluffies

@PandaLover5K omg im watching zootopia 2 today!!! how was the movie

@alx_iz tysm☺️

@PandaLover5K i hope your enjoy your day panda :3

actually what i wanna say most to statetwt is — pls i beg all of u go touch grass😭 isnt it thanksgiving today😭 everyone is exploding while i, one of the people involved in one certain drama, spent the whole day happily offline… this is lowkey awkward😭