I lowkey feel like Niki from obsession in that one scene where she’s talking about how their love isn’t mutual everytime I don’t get constant reassurance or people don’t sound super enthusiastic 😬
I’m highkey extremely jealous of everyone who knew what they wanted their career to be at a young age, because when I was younger I didn’t even think about it because I didn’t expect to be alive past 16
So when I had an eating disorder nobody questioned my eating habits but now that I’m trying to have a healthy relationship with food I’m gonna die from how I eat, ok I’ll go back to starving myself
I genuinely find a new reason to live and to kill myself every time I find a new girl on the internet to be unhealthily obsessed with looking like and compare myself to