Chamomoley

@xwolfyk555 Coping mechanism for stress, anxiety and intense feelings/emotions (I have BPD, OCD and ADHD), I like how scars look and I'm a masochist, so I guess a bit of everything? I do try not to cut for as long as possible tho, cuz I know it's not a good thing..

#shtwt what’s the reason why u cut urself?

@Brown5738Josh Thanks!🥺

@Pixilated_13 happy birthday for this week.

My birthday is this weekend, and my sister decided to celebrate her son on THE day. His birthday was this spring, but they didn't get the time. Like, why on my birthday? It already sucks, and I feel so left out. This just made it worse..

@VAULT1SDYING Aww, thanks🥺

@Pixilated_13 that sucks im srry 💙 hope u have a happy birthday anyways 💖💖

@arencals True, but if you have some money you can always buy some. I recommend Always, they have a thin plastic on top, so it doesn't stick to the cuts

@Pixilated_13 I mean I don’t wanna steal my mum or sisters pads because they need those but that’s a good idea

Trying to do aftercare without any bandages or any kind of medical supplies

@Veliful Aww thanks💗🥺 It's definitely harder when dealing with mental health issues.. but I'll do my best!

@Pixilated_13 You got this 🥹🤍

4 months of consistency. 😭 This feels like a very vulnerable post for me and I’m crying just writing this lol, sorry. 🥲🥲 It’s hard to see results unless you keep up at it for a while. Because my brain keeps telling me I haven’t made any progress but then I look back at where I started. 🤍 Please keep going, or this is your sign to start if you have been doubting yourself. 🥲💖

@lovesnotwar Because I know it's important in relationships, but I'm traumatized af, so I freeze or panic when someone is upset with me

whats with those "please communicate and confront with me!" people being deathly afraid of confrontation

@sweetangelette I try to hide it for as long as possible because I don't want to be a burden, and then they leave me (as always) and I have to deal with all of it on my own (again).. it's just a loop of people coming and going

my fellow BPDers How do we cope with intense jealousy and fear of replacement 😂😂

@idoldeathskaa I made an attempt, and they still didn't give a fuck, so idk tbh.. the doctor told me I hadn't taken the pills I did, and told me I was just looking for some attention

Do I have to commit suicide for people to listen to me?

Why is there a fat nazi on my ceiling??

@cerberus_cos Omg!?😳

I love being a beautiful butch #pride

@Averyofshtwt Pls contact the police, they might be able to help you💗 I hope he dies

Ohhhh my godddd 🫩🫩

@VAULT1SDYING Yeah, just be careful💗🥺

@Pixilated_13 i dont think anything can be done about it now but i will be more careful in the future thx u 💖💖💖💖

actually gave myself nerve damage this time, i have bruise-like pain down to my hand from where i cut ALL FAKE MAKEUP FX NOT REAL

@fatisbrat I get that a 100%💗 Ppl these days are so hard to deal with when it comes to feelings and dating. They make it harder than it has to be🫠 To me at least, if you like someone, you at least try🙃

@Pixilated_13 no fr but i still hope he’ll change his minddddd i know he likes me because he keeps playing with me even after he told me no 😭😭 maybe he’s just waiting for better times 💔💔

AND NOW HE DOESNT LOOK FOR ROMANCE ?? BROTHER WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS MAN

@fatisbrat Dang, he's both stupid and rigid, no fun🙄 Ppl who can't take a light joke.. like, just laugh, wtf is wrong with you dude?😒

@Pixilated_13 ugh idk i tried to make like a self deprecating joke about all the girls he turned down lol i think he didn’t like that 😭😭 i thought it would lighten the mood because i can’t talk feelings for shit i feel so dumb

@casketangell SAME! I might as well scream "I've cut myself".. I hide that shit for as long as I can cuz why do they have to be so visible💀

that purple stage of healing pmo like it’s loud as fuuuuckk

@fatisbrat Wtf.. why did he even block you tho?💀 Does he think you'll harass him or something?😭 MEN!!

@Pixilated_13 no fr and then this morning we shook hands and became friends, but he’s still blocked my snap 💔💔