Ghost

I'll be thinking about you all day like always.

A thousand broken hearts inside my chest. A thousand broken hearts and there's only one of them left.

All the secrets I hold where I sleep. They're made of all the promises you couldn't keep. You lie awake because your in my dreams. The beautiful falling skyline is not what it seems.

I am just a tool for you to use. All of my attention devoured by you. All of the highs but all of your abuse. I think after everything I do, I would hope to feel you somewhere near. And everyday I pursue you only to remain empty, slowly wanting to disappear.

Falling and flowing, the tears crash like symbols in my ears. Another day, another minute, oh how surprised to make it through another birthday, and another year.

I pretend not to care but really it fucking hurts. I'll pretend not to exist so that I don't get burned by your dirt.

Goodbye my love, I'll never amount to anything when I'm thrown against the wall. Goodnight my love, I'll sing you a lullaby so in my dreams you know who to call.

As the day begins, I started to reminisce. About the lives I'll never see again. The love I'll never feel again and everything I've come to know is surely coming to an end.

Sick to my stomach, I'll let my body ache. I'll wait for your voice to warm me in it's embrace.

Color in the expansion i have made with sacrifice. If only I can see how beautiful this world is through the lenses of your eyes. Sink with my desires living in your paradise. I wanted you all to myself and now I sit here with a reflection I despise.

I am the emptiness crucified upon your neck bones. Hold me under water until my body goes limp and my limbs fold.

I came here to spill these emotions from inside of my head. Riping and clawing it's way through the bones in my chest.

Read me a love story before they lay me down to rest. I'll be waiting for you in purgatory when they bleed me dry of every pint I have left.

Even if it was only for a moment, it will always be real to me. I know this love is a lost component, but for a little while it was meant to be.

A piece of me falling from the shallow sky. Like glass I shatter the payment underneath the red and white.

All day, you've been racing through my mind. And each second without you in my sight, is such a waste of time.

Let's stare into each other's eyes as our skin sinks closer together. I wanna feel the misery leave your body as our lips slowly penetrate into forever.

Butterfly kisses and your breath upon my skin. Your moans are like a song I can't get out of my head.

Soft kisses, death wishes. I wanna hear you call my name. Warm bodies, your skin wrapped around me, you put a spell on me as you came.

My hopeless world, without a single star in the sky. The anxiety swallows me up and I never could find the reason why. I never think twice anymore because I have no purpose. What's life without love? Is living even worth it?

You look like you came of the sun and that made me feel like I was home. Bless me with your angelic presence when the world makes me feel all alone.