Dthekiller
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@Crystalst_ Your doing amazing crystal keep it up, take it day by day your efforts r seen and will pay off
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did my 1st shorter streams in awhile last night, 16hrs- since my mood didn’t seem like it would pick up
but before that, it was 20, 32, 26, 24, 40, 39, 30, 37, 50, 52 hours, without much break in between, really back to how i was, but more wired than before
at least i haven’t been drinking, but the urge has been strong
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@Crystalst_ We stumble through life and struggle and ik your strong enough to get through anything u got this
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i say this, but i’m back to my 24-40hr+ awake days & can’t keep a schedule or anything again, just when i think i’m getting somewhere, back to where i started or worse. furthest step i’ve took, but just sucks how easily i slip back when it feels like it’ll never happen again
Crystalst@Crystalst_
i didn’t know things could feel easier, having a shower, getting dressed, brushing my teeth, making tea, opening the window/curtains, having a walk, exercising, having time for myself, everything. it doesn’t feel so draining & hard anymore. after all these years, i feel like i’m normal
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@qtbunii Pink looks amazing on u and u looking Sexy af as always 🌹🥰
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@lautiontwitch Totally worth, also r u playing Pokemon fire red or leaf green ?
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I’m 27 and genuinely am not optimistic about life at all. jobs look bleak, pay isn’t enough. I won’t be able to afford a studio apartment, only a room in a house which I can’t do. I will probably never own a house. I can’t get a mortgage. I can’t rent due to such high prices. Forget having kids at this point. Meanwhile the older generation says we don’t work hard enough. What is the point of living genuinely in these conditions?
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