Lily

𝘽𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙋𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝘿𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧 ♡ Absolute shut-in NEET ♡ Mainly submissive ♡ Taboo content warning ♡ Info Below

@LILC0SPLAY4EVER It's medicine, silly! Medicine doesn't make you feel sick... It makes you feel better! And it worked great!

@PrincessDisordr But it says it'll make you sick, like, it'll be bad for you..

Drinking cough syrup straight from the bottle when you don't feel right is very cool and advisable, btw! Lily's doing it right now!

@LxliNephilim “You know... Like... Anxiety, panic, self harming thoughts... The typical stuff that comes from late night thoughts but turned up extra loud! Like... To a 10...” Selene could feel Lily shaking a bit as she spoke, keeping her eyes on the ground, trying her best to remain composed

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@LxliNephilim “You know... Like... The bad thoughts... Have you never experienced that?...” Now Lily is also kinda surprised! She thought everyone experienced that...

@LxliNephilim “ Buh...! ” Lily instantly tensed up from having her shoulder grabbed like that... But it certainly had the intended effect, stopping her from running off! “ I wouldn't say important... Just... The thoughts were pretty loud and I didn't feel good at all... So... Here I am... ”

@LxliNephilim “ Nothing... Just... Uh... ” A long bit of silence, looking down as she spoke “ Yeah... Nothing... Sorry for bothering you, I should get going now... ”

@LILC0SPLAY4EVER Well I feel great today soooo.... Maybe they should start promoting that!

@PrincessDisordr But it says on the bottle you're not meant to do that..!

@PSYCHEDELlCATE “ My... Guide?... That would be nice but... I have a feeling I won't even see you again after today. Nice things never last for me... Ever. They'll decide it's a waste of time and money. I've been through this song and dance before... It's exhausting! ”

@PrincessDisordr “ While I cannot promise change, you never know tomorrow unless you are there for it ” She sighed, probably showing her own disappointment at her lack of agency “ All you can do is keep going and prove yourself wrong. One cannot do everything alone, my job is being your guide ”

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@PSYCHEDELlCATE to a very soft, defeated, tone. “ There's no escape from this pit for someone like me... Ever... ”

@PSYCHEDELlCATE disabled physically and mentally probably not capable of much without blowing up. I... Was born to be stolen from... And of course that isn't fair but there's nothing I can do about it! ” The tone of her voice started raising with intensity as she spoke before coming back down

@PSYCHEDELlCATE “ Then... You... You... I dunno! That's just how it happened! Life is stupid and mean! It's not like you're ever gonna get the stuff back! Nobody cares enough to ensure that! ”

@PSYCHEDELlCATE “ If something is stolen from you then you... ” Silence for a moment... She hadn't eye contact with the therapist a single time from the moment they strayed away from video games, and that's still the case, simply looking down at her lap, still irritatedly clenching her dress.

@PSYCHEDELlCATE If you have something taken from you so young, it's hard to feel that you ever had a right to that thing to begin with.

@PSYCHEDELlCATE “ If I had something and then it was taken away from me then I don't deserve that thing... If it comes back on its own then that's great! But I don't have a right to try... To seek it out... It's not my place... I don't deserve it. ” Her logic was flawed... But understandable.

@PSYCHEDELlCATE “ Happy... Am I happy about it?... Who would be happy about any of this?... Of course I'm not happy about it! But as long as I'm still alive, isn't that all that really matters?... ” She clutches at her skirt tightly as she speaks, clearly quite irritated about it all.

@PrincessDisordr “ ..... ” Not wanting to look cold, she decided to not take notes this time, though she stayed serious all this time, her mind was confused on what was the best thing to say at that moment... replying took a few seconds. “ You feel fine but are you happy about it? ”

@PSYCHEDELlCATE her eyes and pressing her fingers together again before speaking in a quieter tone, hoping she doesn't catch this statement that she can't help but blurt out “ They never cared before so why would they care now? Nothing's ever gonna change... ”

@PSYCHEDELlCATE “ I... Well... I'm not good about talking about my feelings or anything like that so really... Isn't it just a waste of your time and my parent's money?... I'll be fine even without anything like this because I've been fine all this time... ” Once again she looks down, closing