i had the capacity so i gave, they did not have the capacity so they did not. no amount of terrible experience can take away my faith in love. i believe in love. i move in love and i love love.
just because someone could not give the same amount of love i gave does not mean love failed me.
i do not wish to lose faith in love due to some terrible experiences that i have with other human being.
i once met a boy,
misunderstood
i loved him
with everything i had
but he was too broken
to see what i offered,
all i wanted
was to care for him
and in the end,
it was me
who got hurt
Maybe all of this is shaping me into someone stronger, someone softer but wiser, someone who won’t be so easily shaken by everything.
I’m not there ye…but I’m becoming.
Oh my God… I just realized something.
Maybe it’s okay for me to feel this way right now. Let me be tested. Let me feel the sadness, the, the sensitivity, because maybe this is what I need to grow.