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Even till the day I die I’ll work hard for more money

That was a final straw I don’t care if they take me off of their will it’s not worth my mental health to deteriorate for their peace I know grandma cut off her two children off from her will I don’t care about money I can work hard to earn money even past my retirement

The reason why my last post was because I’m no longer speaking to my mom after her gaslighting me, manipulate me and guilt tripping me all these years enough is enough and I want to wait till her parents/ my grandparents to pass away but after last week that was it

So she chose her hoarding over her kids and she didn’t love her kids enough to make sure her kids live in a clean house I hope I be a better mother than my mom and I hope everyone who has or is a good mom wish you all a Mother’s Day weekend

Before spring came we had a scare that she was not doing well so when my mom said to me I always pick everyone else then her and I think back to the time she let her own kids living in filthy house like it was a messy house hoarding way

To everyone who has toxic mothers out there and they try to gaslight you or manipulate you and they say to you that you pick your family members or your spouse over your mom ask yourself this what did they do that you feel hurt by them from your childhood

I hope @PlayStation ever thought of bringing American McGees Alice and Alice madness returns on PlayStation 5

Naming her Neona Rosegreen

And don’t worry I’ve been drinking lot more water to help with my fasting and so far I’ve been doing good I do my best to eat as much healthy food as I can I still struggle with some foods but I’m trying my best to eat with protein in them

So I’ve been doing a fasting diet since in winter I realized I have been a overweight side not so much but close to being 150 and been going to the gym or exercising burn calories and being trying to eat less or control my calories with small portions

Hopefully everyone is having a good Easter

Tomorrow we are losing 1 hour of sleep so I’m definitely not streaming tonight but I have a short video scheduled to be posted on YouTube hopefully you all enjoy

Here’s the shorts video on YouTube go check it out youtube.com/shorts/mnQXRpN…

I’m ready to stream again hopefully tonight