drew ♡

lo que pienso que va a pasar si le hablo primero a alguien

@heretisch isee very reasonable

@ROTTEN4SSASSIN An Evil person.

Get away ❌❌

awww socute

i geniunely wish i killed myself when i was 12

what do i even do in this situation do i just ask for a psychiatrist and see what they do i dont even have the date for my camhs face to face assessment dude ts is gonna take so long

looking at therapy options and its just stuff i already know or ive already tried "you'll figure out where your symptoms came from" i know "you'll find ways to cope" ive tried every way and distracting myself is the only way that sorta does something

i wrote human introduction instead of harm reduction omd i really should fix my sleep schedule

ive wanted to be a streamer for so long but i gotta stop being chopped and mayhaps get a little more stable emotionally im actually really scared because stuff like dbt doesn't even sound like it'll work so what if i just never get anything helpful ever

dude this cat is just coming in and eating half my dogs food😓😓 poor kitty idk cats are normally pretty good at not eating unless theyre hungry but apparently it was a small black cat too so I t might not even be fully grown im thinking maybe someones cat escaped or its a stray

saw someone on tl ask a question i asked and they got a hit tweet out of it,,, bloody wanker

i thought my heart was messing about i js realized thats my stomach hurting 💔💔

idk who sent this but tysm!!! i do feel better now,, im not sure what i was doing last night but apparently i can still be triggered over bullshit tho so thats wonderful to know

i softblocked oomf and went private because i had some kinda episodr after 1 post and a repost idk if i should oomf him up again or if im just too weird

having exercised induced asthma go away when youre young is lowk kinda scary like wdym i could just get an asthma attack at any time if i exercise a little too much 😿😿 i wouldnt even have an inhaler for it too id just be fucked

i pressed on my neck why did it make a crunching noise ew

what do you mean other people were lying when they said they cant breath when theyre laughing hard,,, i refuse to believe that cuz surely your chest gets TIGHT like your lungs are restrictung and you literally cant breathe right????

my bad i had a slight tweak out over nothing idk what that was about

i dont actually know what to call my little "episodes" cuz they vary so much

okay i feel better now i think,, idk why im so parasocial sometimes im weird asf