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im pretty nervous about this documentary ~_~ i poured my emotions into this if you come from a foreign family (or parents who are anti-gaming), poor background, or you started esports late, you will probably relate to what i talk about in here!

@zmizubabe gl mizu ^__^ you got this

hello everyone for the time being (probably a long time), i will be taking a break from competing. teevee is/was my passion project and opened my eyes to a completely new scene that i have so much care and respect for. since creating teevee, i have put a large amount of time and effort towards a team that originally started out as a content creator team, but as we played more, goals on the team shifted. this stage especially, i felt incredibly burnt out — from exams/finishing my degree, pressure to stream consistently, and pressure to perform/igl well — and like my motivation was misplaced. my decision to stop playing partly comes from the fact that i miss streaming/regret spending very little time streaming, and partly the fact that my reluctance to heavily scrim and put my 100% into the team is holding some of my team mates back who want to go further in the gc scene. i’ve had a lot to say about this and i’ve felt this way for a long time, but it’s hard to let go of something you’ve spent a lot of effort on. for a little bit, i even entertained the idea of going pro. i think a lot of people have misconceptions about me because of the kind of content i post, but im sure everyone who competes knows exactly how it feels to want to give it your all, prove something, and win. (side note: it’s really hard to make it far in this scene especially in NA, yet so many of the players belittle the dreams of others they feel have “no chance of making it”. it’s really disgusting to hear people talk about their peers like that when they share the exact same passion and end goal, and i’ve heard many people talk about me like this when they have no idea what i am like personally or in the server). i tried to find a balance between streaming and playing with teevee, but being the igl/manager/creator of a team was incredibly draining. i suggested swapping off the igl role and just be a player (less responsibility, can just come and play) but no one on the team was fond of that idea (lmfao these mfs did not want that irene igl). along with being the igl came all the pressure/stress from losses. they hit you harder because you’re supposed to guide your team to the win (and yes, it’s sad to lose even if the team was “for content”). and then it became a cycle of doing work -> playing matches -> losing (or winning tho sometimes we ate) -> being sad from the loss so i can’t stream -> being sad that i can’t stream from doing work -> playing matches, repeat. so with all that being said, i sat down and really thought about how i spent so long spreading myself thin over many different passions (school, stream, competing), and now i would like to focus on streaming and content creation as much as i can. although, i don’t think ive ever loved the feeling of something as much as i did/do competing. thank you to everyone who supported me and my team mates, to everyone who spent time teaching me how to play the game, and to everyone who helped me build teevee from the beginning until now. tldr: taking a break from competing to stream max. support my team mates as many of them will continue to compete. going live tomorrow at 8pm to answer questions ttv mizubabe. thanks for the support this last year #teeveewin 🫶🏻 just so no one is confused tho, teevee is done.

@Noukky RO is soooooo fun there’s a lot of rly good private servers these days

Currently in one of those rabbit holes again, where I play games from when I was a teenager. This season, it's Ragnarok Online, which is way more fun to play with friends, but I don't know anyone to play it with

@SekkyaNefu isnt it obvious

@RealStrongLegs roy what is this

first time neon mains? welcome to your funeral

@chloe_hime7 🥶

@RealStrongLegs chills

@retrQtv gj kitten, welcome back

3-2 jackpot/bread box

ok bro what is going on at C9

@moobsxd 👁️👁️

@RealStrongLegs not my proudest

@jerryzval this was created pre-genAI

@RealStrongLegs Which ai created this

@ejmarchini tsup liz

@RealStrongLegs Roy?

@SlapHappyGreen eternal skye memelogy

@RealStrongLegs the goateed pic returns 🤣🤣

@soulcas_ @ItsGamerDoc @RiotK3o @lhfaria @ZohranKMamdani

need some help getting in contact with someone from riot anti cheat or just any other riot devs that can forward the msg i have some urgent info on ranked that needs addressingggg asap that will fix immortal / radiant queues @ItsGamerDoc @RiotK3o @lhfaria @help

@temets this is a burial patch sadly many such cases

They actually killed Neon movement with this update its so sad. Her core mechanics should not have been touched at all it feels awful to play her now its so slow. Her entire identity as an agent has been destroyed and it feels like a very rushed/quick fix to make the community stop complaining about Neon. I understand that Neon did need a nerf but this was overkill. Not only was her in-air movement nerfed you don't even get a refresh on your fuel with kills. All of these nerfs with no re-work or adding utility back i.e slide/stun. Furthermore, Sentinels are getting a buff which would fix most of the problems with Neon. Also other duelists getting nerfed like Yoru/Waylay made her pickrate go up and made her look like a bigger problem. Instead of nerfing her movement speed, its already a good balance not getting your fuel back on kills. That was the main issue in my opinion. I would also prefer to go back to pre-buff neon slide if it meant I could keep the air-speed. Neons slide is what people complain about the most when it comes to her utility. The shotguns are also still not nerfed enough with Neon. An easy improvement would be to make the pullout time after sliding the same as operator so you can't instantly shoot mid slide. Her slide is still very good post-nerf and so is her ult. I'd like to see a nerf to her ult to balance out her kit more and that would make adding her air-speed back make more sense. I know it's hard to balance agents in VALORANT especially Neon. I just hope that we could find a good balance that isn't just cutting her legs off.

@WyattVeer ez for unc

@Zellsis i don’t know but im not buying the bundle until we know…

@RealStrongLegs what do you think is going on at C9

@OneSnipeKO ❤️❤️

hey guys, I dont talk much but. My mom after surgery did not look well, she had some bleeding and on top of that the nurse tells me she was administrated Narcan for the heavy opioids in her system from pain killers. I'm 25yrs old and i havent talked to my mom day to day since ive competed in valorant and neglected alot of time away from friends and families. just want to say keep your loved ones close ❤️ i dont think ill ever be ready to say good bye when the day comes.

@okartemisx LOL

who's gonna be the heated rivals of VALORANT? excluding brashies ofc

@flipp0p0tamus vouch

@RealStrongLegs Me and pretzels

@DuoQPod FINALLY!!!

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