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Or seen or loved for who I am back, has cut deep. I don't want anyone to do it and i don't want it to feel like an obligation to be my friend/partner. (Ignoring parents here💀they bad.) Understanding others reactions, Neurodivergent, and not being seen back, hurts. I get it.

That way. I can get to a place inside, where I feel the same way, that nothing matters/it's all nothing. Not even in a sad way always, but it's not actually true. It's just better sometimes, I feel, to guard myself. Loving people for who they are and not being loved and treated—

• feeling like you need some to love me/care etc. NOT because they want something from me, but because they just want to love/hug me etc. My Audhd brain is better with meds. I don't usually snap anymore. If I get upset, I either try to explain why, or shut it down. It's better

I totally get Rick and Morty in the way they: • accidentally snapped way too hard at Morty • don't want to feel everything and care for everything so much • actually caring for things and people way more than you want • wanting the love and care you give out And—