Josh Eubank

Went to dinner and then to a friend’s house for a few hours Saturday night, but if you ever see this, I just wanted you to know that there wasn’t a moment that I didn’t think about you. And yes, I still miss you, in case you were wondering that too. #7Years #March21.

I will definitely be thinking about you on March 21. Even when I went home this past month I thought about you cause I stayed in the room we had our first incredible night in. You don’t ever forget the best connection you ever had with someone…

Despite everything, in case you’re wondering, yes I still think about you and yes, I still wish things could work, but if something is going on, you have to communicate that. I can’t read your mind even though I wish I could.

I’ve gone back to this thought so many times over the past half year plus. How can you say what you said in your last audio message, send me a couple of regular texts the next day, and then just completely cut me off? People do not understand the consequences of their actions.

This past Friday marked half a year since the last time I heard from you, and just under two weeks will mark another huge milestone, still can’t believe you’re gone again. I’ve never forgotten March 21st.

@JohnWaltonPxP hey John. I will be at capital one Arena for the game tomorrow night, my first in over two years. Would love to say hello if at all possible. Send me a message and I’ll give you my seat info.

Tomorrow will mark five months since the last time I heard from you. I never thought I’d be back in this position as I have continued to say. I really thought that we were going to work out this time, and to think that we aren’t after everything more than sadens me.

“Nothing lasts for long.” Joni Mitchell.

“no need to tell me, I know we’re through. It’s all over now, you’ve changed.” Joni Mitchell.

“You’ve forgotten the words I love you, and the memories that we shared.” Joni Mitchell.

@RealBramW hey Bram, I care about your birthday, and I hope you have a great one! Enjoy the fajitas tonight, and I’ll have a beer for you after I clock out!

@Nell_BTP Lynelle, the last time I wrote you about this I was not aware that the Infiniti sports network had tbeen rebranded to Westwood one sports. Now that I know that, when can I catch you on the network, my friend? I know you from 106.7 the fan.

@Nell_BTP happy new year and congrats on the new gig. I went to TuneIn to you a couple of nights ago, but 106.7. The fan was airing the Infiniti sports network still or not your show. Do they not carry it for some reason?

I never thought another year would end without you. I hope you’ll return in 2026 for good this time. I love and miss you, and as I said before, life without you is just not the same.

Incredibly, today marks four months since the last time your text tone sounded on my phone. Did you think about or miss me at all today like I did you? All I can do is hope that you did and that you’ll come back at some point. Life is not the same without you in it.

@RealBramW merry Christmas Bram. Regardless of the result, I hope you enjoy it. This is a treat today. Have a great call, I’ll be listening from here in upstate New York as always. go commanders!

How can you say the sweet thing you said in your last audio message to me, then send me a few texts the next day, but nothing sense? I don’t understand that. Never thought it would almost be Christmas and you’d be gone again. Things were so great, and all I want to do is go back.

Caps shut out the Toronto Maple Leafs tonight at capital one Arena. Thought about you during the whole game. Miss you more than I think you know. You know who you are.

My phone has not gotten everything I’ve said correctly in my last couple of posts, so sorry about that. But anyway, getting back to my thoughts about my situation, I can’t fix what I don’t know about. So if there is something going on, you have to tell me. I can’t read your mind.

If you told me back on August 27, that would now Christmas being in a week, I would’ve spent from them until now not hearing from you, I would’ve never believed it. I cannot believe as I’ve said before that I’m back in this position. I don’t understand what happened.