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@keegan_doesbite wait isn't your brother like 10?

can someone explain how the environment someone grows up in affects them? my brother is homophobic, racist, had admitted to rape and an overall bad person. I however, am pansexual + im NOT racist or a rapist. js seems i turned out nicer than him and we were raised by the same ppl

@keegan_doesbite oh.?

licked my scabbing cuts and they're salty. But its fun lol #shedtwt #shtwt

@keegan_doesbite don't feel bad about what she said she is most likely blindsided on it

My mom just said my scars were disgusting, horrible, and made me look ugly. She just went on and on with the most condescending tone until i burst into tears and she kept going. Kept on telling me how im a bad person and im disgusting and terrible. idk what to do. #shedtwt #shtwt

@keegan_doesbite uh oh

GENUINELY KILL ME NOW MY MOM JUST SAW MY THIGH CUTS AND I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT SHIT TO HER BUT SHES GONNA MAKE ME AND ACT ALL FAKE WORRIED AND THEN TAKE AWAY EVERTHINV I LOVE OMFG I JUST LET MY SHORTS SLIP A INCH

@keegan_doesbite hey😠

TW: SH - - - i GENUINELY dont remember this doing this but I found the footage, so enjoy. Ignore my whining about how the blood was getting everywhere. i only realized after i woke up with scars this morning, so wtv. #shedtwt #slittwt #shtwt #styrostwt #bloodtwt

@keegan_doesbite try to ignore the pain and do things you enjoy to do to get it off your mind

i have this bone deep sadness, and i cant get rid of it, and the longer its there i just get more anxious and paranoid i get and i want to tear out my insides with my hands to rip out the eternal sadness burrowed deep inside my soul but i cant and it sucks. idk how to feel better

@keegan_doesbite 🥲tiktok?

fuck my life guys. I just watched straight porn on tt what tf is going on there

@keegan_doesbite oh-😭

fuck my life man i cannot make ts up tmi prolly i sat on a blade i lost a whole ago and now im bleeding from my ass like wtf

im bouta kms reading the shit I said 😭

it just occurred how corny I was last year 🥲

@keegan_doesbite oh🥲

@RohanRodri5989 idk i think my mom just doesent gaf about me anymore 😭

im fucking dying rn i told my mom not to clean my room and she did it for me?? anyways, i had bloody tissues and blades on the floor cause i was in the middle of a sesh b4 breakdast and she just ignored them?? just threw them in a box and said nothing??? #shedtwt #shtwt

@keegan_doesbite I think its like when someone doesn't accept any gender and just kind of doesn't care about their gender

guys i have a genuine question. How does agender/genderless work? Do they use pronouns, and if they do, what ones? If they dont, how would you refer to them? Genuine question bc im considering for agender myself, but one of my irls is agender and i wanna support them #advice pls

@keegan_doesbite damn 😭

@RohanRodri5989 yea ive tried, but for me, its the blood and scars that i keep cutting for. Ive drawn on my arms b4 and i felt better, but i lwk gave up bc it wasnt the same 🥲

TW: SH - - - #shedtwt #shtwt #slittwt #bloodtwt #styrostwt #catscratchestwt a relapse :( thought i could quit but i just moved onto my thighs instead of arms. I chickened out after getting a styros deeper than usual lmaooo so i just stopped abruptly (my camera is ass ik)

@keegan_doesbite use a rubber band or something if you really want to try to get the pain snap it back far it works almost the same even though its not as strong of a feeling

@RohanRodri5989 i gotta lock in on recovery bro 😭😭 it was last night's sesh so its mostly healed by now, and i cant cut for a few days cause i have basketball games so im locked in for noe

@keegan_doesbite yes indeed 😭

@RohanRodri5989 unfortunately, my will power is dead 🥲 i need to stop fr tho

@keegan_doesbite this might sound weird but can I dm you I got no one to talk to lmao

@RohanRodri5989 that would be the point ngl 🥲 showing them my problems to get help? Mainly the reason im trying to quit cutting bc of annuals so noone can lock me up in a hospital or smt, but idk. the American mental help system isnt the best so idk if its a good idea for me

hey guys should i tell my doctor during annual checkups that i sh and have suicidal ideation that i have acted on before? Idk, i dont wanna get better but i really do at the same time, and idk how it will be if i ask for help #advice #helpme #shedtwt #shtwt #suicidetwt #988twt

@keegan_doesbite oh that's good stay safe

@RohanRodri5989 dw im trying to quit rn :) clean for 4 days or smt like that

Today in school got to shatter a flower dipped into liquid nitrogen for a chemistry lab, and once we were done the demonstrator poured just the vapour over my head and it was so fun and peaceful i wish i could do that again