XxRuthX

Almost 1 1/2 years without you still doesn’t feel real I wish I got to hug you one last time mom one last I love you and one last laugh it’s hard without you missing you a lot lately 🕊️

I feel like I can trust them with anything because they have always kept it straight forward with me and it sucks that I don’t have them around irl

I’m tired of being lied to I’m tired of a constant battle of people telling me things they don’t mean I’m tired of people telling me Im so important to them one day but then treat me like shit the next day I’m done with it the people I wanna talk to live in another country iykyk

btw that is not the irrelevances and blossomz im streaming with twitter just tagged random ppl :( AWKWARD......

DRINKING STREAM?!?!? W/ @irrelevances @blossomz @motherqrow ~ Road to Plat ~ !discord !lurk !rank twitch.tv/xxruthx

Why does everyone seem like you own me if you have something to tell me then please do tell me I can’t keep being confused by you and what people tell me

For someone who usually never gets period cramps they sure do hurt 😭😭😭😭

@mici0o Sheeeeeshhhh

You say I’m your best friend but don’t even prove to show it you tell people other things about me and I’m the last to find out I’m always the one hurt in situations I never get a happy ending I never get the respect I deserve either #tired #sad

You were never there you were always away but I still remembered I still cared I stayed up at night for you when you were gone I told my friends how much I missed you I was a pawn in everyone’s games no one will truly understand

I went from thinking you were the nicest guy ever such green flags but turns out your the worst red flag out there I’m disappointed I spent a year and a half thinking you actually cared and wanted to know about my life #hurt #feelings

I’m so done with people don’t be fake and be straight up, and when I let you into my life and tell you things don’t have a smart remark about it just listen and understand where I’m coming from or don’t ask about my life no one considers my feelings whats the point anymore

Officially found my 13 reason why…..

Kinda sucks when someone is so friendly and nice to you one minute and then the next they can be the coldest person ever I wish i actually knew the truth and knew if you feel the same way as I do

I miss you, I wish I could talk to you. My brain has been confused since that day I wish I knew the truth or was I just a joke to you

Why does everyone bring you up to me like it’s some kind of hint if you wanted to talk to me you could

The Meilizzz beef is real right now crazy how she said she didn’t care but puts it into a tiktok that’s wild twitch.tv/xxruthx #Hypocrite

@mici0o Wtf 😭😭

yea let’s put this zaltzi guy in a cage