@vo_ro_na Probably the first time in my entire life that I see someone interested in these cities in particular it's like if someone wanted to visit Nashville and Charlotte of all places
On one hand I did figure out that it was bad for me to entertain these thoughts and that adressing them did nothing besides giving them more volume in my mind, on the other I probably went too far with the refusal
I haven't cried in too long, if I'm being honest I think that the baptism brought me a bit of a bias, which I fully endorse because I don't want to fall for despair or pessimism, but I think that I might be suppressing it rather than answering and rebuking it
@sandtabl In a way, it's like by their expression of it they push the common normie ways of acting onto communities that were defined by them being abnormal
@sandtabl It's not even just the blown outmemes but also the "niche microcelebrities" and things like that, which are ok when they come from actual social network but I always find it ugly when they rep things like 4chan soyjak party or whatever else
I just realized that I dislike quite a lot those "chuds" etc who keep on posting themselves or whatever and besides them often being weird in a sorta perverted way it's probably also due to me being relatively old guard when chasing fame on internet was rightfully frowned upon
De mon temps on appelait ces salopes là des AW et le seul intérêt au fait de retenir leur nom et celui de leur entourage c'était pour les blacklister mentalement ou les insulter de temps en temps
The two angels using all their might to keep the door shut against the horde who wants them more than two immigrant virgin girls, before having to make the horde blind to urge the family to escape, Loth on his knees over how disastrous the whole situation is
When I have the skill I'll eventually depict the sodomites wanting to rape the angels in Loth's house I always pictured the chapter almost like a zombie movie, it's too dramatic
@anirrie_ Hey do/did you ever do like landmarks or whatever as in loomis when doing sketches for recent drawings or when learning ? I'm wondering if it's not a waste of time to learn these when focusing on abstract "splatters" and contrasts as you do here feels much easier and natural
I might be an ape, but if I were to build a statue I would go from a ball of mud into the thing rather than build a weird skeleton to then put the thing on, doesn't help that I avoid anything close to loomis because the name and the way it's presented stinks so much
I try to get better at drawing, but I don't know why I focus so much on trying to be able to do kinds of line art and organizing the body's structure and whatever instead of beginning with abstract shapes and turn them into things, the latter feels much more natural