theo 🎣 hiatus

“don’t ship them” bro look at them

why do people (write fic titles like this)

when favoomf is busy and offline because they have a life outside of twitter

260129 BBOOSTELLA 🔴🌟 #승관 🍊 i think some carats feel like i didn’t go out much on my own this time [for dxs promotions] but honestly, i did appear at some. i went tgt with dokyeom hyung for most of them. since dokyeom hyung is appearing on variety shows he didn’t do [before] this time, it might feel like i stepped back a bit. but i did go out to promote on netflix and i filmed in-house content too. since those are short-form, it really might not feel that way.. 💎 take it easy~ 💎 i think it’s bc i miss you 🍊 i know it so well~ there are still a lot of things i’ll be appearing in! ofc bc you like and support me, it’s natural to feel a bit disappointed too. i won’t push myself too hard but there are still some left! something that carats would like. i keep saying that these days. ‘things that carats would like.’ we’re still planning and thinking abt it, whether it’s alone or with dokyeom hyung. i dont want to push myself too hard, but i have to push myself a bit ㅋ but what i always feel is i hope i dont become the standard. i hope it doesn’t get to a point where the members would feel ‘seungkwan did all this, so why?’ ‘if you work hard you can do it too’ or ‘why didn’t you appear?’ i dont want them to feel like that. everyone has their own things they pursue and i’ve done it a lot. but even tho i’ve done many shows, it is still really hard for me. people might think i’m good at variety shows but compared to before, i feel like it takes way more energy and emotionally draining now so i’m so exhausted after filming. that’s why it’s not as easy as it seems. idk why i keep saying things like this but it’d be nice if we keep talking abt these and try to understand each other better~

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