⋆. 𐙚𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 ̊𐙚 .⋆ SHEDTWT

The first thing my arm sees whenever I cut myself

i have to fantasize about killing myself regularly or else i will kill myself

How someone is going to end up finding me if things don’t get better

trying to find new places to cut myself without hitting an artery and fucking dying

Parents when your room isn't clean (you're 1 mental relapse away from blowing your shit clean off)

Real

Even speaking feels wrong. I shouldn't be able to speak when all I do is hurt.

I'm so much of a coward I can't even end it

There's no where for me anymore, no where i deserve to be. I don't even deserve a coffin just leave my body in the open. Maybe then someone will see me.

I am so worthless. All I'm good for is to take and take and take