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Ugh please😩 #thinspo pic.twitter.com/suPcVzHLvK

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It's my #Twitterversary! I have been on Twitter for 9 years, since 27 Apr 2012 (via @twi_age).

PSA: •STOP COMMENTING ON IF SOMEONE DOESN’T EAT IN FRONT OF YOU •STOP COMMENTING ON THE AMOUNT SOMEONE IS OR ISN’T EATING •STOP COMMENTING HOW SOMEONE EATS • JUST! FUCKING! STOP!

Everything is just too much

I lost my job yesterday out of the blue and i have an interview with a different company tomorrow which i am petrified to work for and now I’m having a full blown panic attack and I can’t fucking breathe i just can’t fucking do this shit

My eyes burn and my head is throbbing from crying for the past 6 hours, mental breakdowns are just so fun!!!

My mental health is rapidly spiraling more than it ever has and I honestly don’t even know what to do anymore

One of my cheeks is permanently chubbier than the other and it’s bothering me so much like it’s so obvious

If I could not carry 78% of my body weight in my fucking calves that would be GREAT

Okay I’m about to fucking cry I just purged and one of my cheeks swelled up like it’s obviously bigger than the other oh my GOD

I’m so emotional about meeting this actor tomorrow like:(( he just means so much to me and I’m having panic attacks over it so love that

I’m meeting one of my favorite actors of all time tomorrow and I was supposed to lose 30 pounds by then but here we are fatter than I’ve ever been

I didn’t ask to be attacked like this

Me: can’t stop thinking about the tweet saying purging can permanently make your cheeks chubby and swears not to purge again Also Me 3 hours later: purged til I almost passed out

It’s been like 5 days and I wish I was kidding when I say I haven’t stopped thinking about this and I’m now I’m gonna see them on Monday and I KNOW they’re gonna bring it up, i already wanna cry

And just last night the one guy said to me “do you still not eat in front of other people?” Like??? Just let people be!! If they don’t eat in front of you, keep your mouth shut and mind your own business please!!!

I was out to eat my my mom and sister and these 2 people I know came into the same restaurant (of fucking course) and came straight over to us and said “oh my god she’s eating for once” and “hurry up take a picture this is going down in history” like please STOP

I knew the second I saw them they were going to say something bc I NEVER eat in front of pretty much anyone out of my family and a few friends and of course they had to make a scene about it in front of my mom no less. I just don’t understand why people have to comment on it