𝜗𝜚˚⋆ Malisha 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

this is what 30.5kg looks like at 165cm it’s not goals it’s the opposite of glamorous. (I could stand up for seconds while in the bathroom before I lost consciousness) if this is your goal bby I pray for you 🏩🤍🪽

𐙚₊˚ cherry alpro yoghurts - 146cal 𐙚₊˚

@AndreeaGab5327 Tyyy bae 😚

@Scorpiooobbyyy I love the nailsss omg

𐙚₊˚⊹ snack - orange slices 90cal𐙚₊˚⊹

𐙚₊˚⊹ breakfast - honey oats + almond milk 210cal 𐙚₊˚⊹

@strwbrrywonyz I was learning how to eat in food school /jail

edtwt is so quiet 😔 is everyone gaining?

𐙚 dinner 20cal 30ml lactulose + lemon ginger honey tea 𝜚 ♡⋆˚𐙚

I hate forced recovery I need to be in control it’s my body I decide what goes into it . It belongs to me and what I decide to do to myself is no one else’s business if I want to starve in peace

my body has eaten parts of my brain . Starving yourself means your body eats the organs

No longer inpatient I got kicked out for my behaviour so a win is a win I guess

𐙚 I bought myself new heart shaped dishes and utensils can’t wait to use them I love making my meals look cute𐙚

-10kg would massively improve my quality of life

Physically stable mentally fucked

I feel disgusting when I’m not in control of what’s going into my body I’m not in control of my life .

ೀ 8.4.2026 Wieiad - inpatient ೀ • 400ml ng feed • toast 2 slices • mango passion fortisips • cheese pasta • some Easter chocolate I felt so sick today from the amount I’m having to consume my stomach hurts I want back freedom of what I consume

ೀ7.4.2026 Wieiad inpatient ೀ • 400ml ng feed • toast + butter • oranges 🍊 • mango fortisips x 2 • mocha fortisips x 2 My diet is basically Pepsi max fortisip oranges and toast atm . Also getting my ng taken out tomorrow :)

ೀ5.4.2026 Wieiad inpatient ೀ •600ml ng feed • hot chocolate • mocha fortisips x 2 • white toast + butter