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@Eksi1111 They changed the handle it fucking sucks how vulgar they are. They even tried to tell me that they aren't lying and i HAAAVE to or i'll be baaannneeddd yadda yadda, I kinda laughed honestly..

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@DawnEnvtuber wait this is actually a cute style

small update!!! loving her so far!!

@DawnEnvtuber yea

should i just say fuck it and still post me art here?

Me manifesting more chaos and the downfall to this place

This week has been so rough, I have changed to just work with silent rage and ignorance cuz our manager is incompetent and think he knows how our place works. May his guidance take this department down to the ground cuz I refuse to deal with side quests HE needed to be doing

I'm alright now

@SeibySen NOOOOOOO

should i just delete everything?

Every time i dare to lift that pen, it felt like my very being wants to grab my own wrist and break it.

Hi yes I'm alive sorry burnout is really took a toll on me to the point I'm not even creating a damn thing. It's not just an excuse. I don't know how to deal with it. I just know it is me and my own fault

If this is not burnout. then i dont know what it is.

Every urge to draw, comes rushing that "thing" who comes back to haunt me and regret ever thinking that i want to. but i do want to draw. i want to draw. i want to draw so bad. but I fucking hate it. I hate drawing. I fucking hate it.

nothing is punishing me. nothing but myself. I feel like i am not good enough. like im an impostor. like I do not deserve to even lift that brush, that pen, that creative medium.

Every time i want to draw, something ugly grows. that something feels like it snatched that inspiration, that very urge to draw, and broke it. it felt like something is just punching my very soul. beating me up until I say "alright, alright, i wont draw. i'm sorry"

@McDonalds They never look that good

i go McNugget->sandwich->McNugget->drink->fries->repeat wbu

@kariha_moon5 I love his tail and color scheme :D I also like how smooth the physics are :D

Artists show your most popular work. i think people loved his tail ദ്ദി´▽`) (re-recorded in 1:1 ratio so it looks better on mobile)

@DawnEnvtuber @NukularRandom The hands are an artist’s only tool. Take care of them. We cant replace it

@NukularRandom Kinda been on a art spree due to it being close to Christmas and yours as well and others commissions I have been really stressful about getting them done yours is ALMSOT done but I still have 4 others on top of 3 more people on my wait list to finish-

So I think I may have sprained my drawing hand- or pulled a muscle it has been hurting since yesterday but I woke up just now (it’s 3 Am) and it really hurts a lot!

@DawnEnvtuber @NukularRandom Dawn you better get your ass to resting because having carpal is not fun. Let alone forcing it. I ended up unable to draw much or as long anymore because that pain became permanent. Your wrist is telling u to rest. Do it before its too late

@DawnEnvtuber Aight, making me hate humanity more and more

You think I wouldn’t have to say this again but here we go!!

@null1st001 a..art collector? sounds very fancy and rich to me 🙂‍↕️

What kind of moot am I if I just collect art ..