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My GODDDDDDD this one was good archiveofourown.org/works/81052751…

Btw I AM looking for mutuals who are obsessed w HR and want to obsess over fanfics w me

@hollernov @gimmieghostie Somebody said they were having a lovers quarrel

@gimmieghostie why does connor look so annoyed

feel so queasy about this gif

the only emails that find me well are from ao3 about fic updates

young royals quebrou barreiras quando colocou um passivo torturando psicologicamente um ativo e o ativo sendo um bobalhão dramático

@OpalApparition Sending bad vibes to whoever is hating on you, my queen. I will defend you to the ends of the earth (I just finished apogee and will never be the same)

I’m using this as an example, but I have been dealing with this a lot lately. Writing is a hobby for me find joy and escapism in, I never imagined that one day I would have so many people engaging with my work, and I am so deeply grateful and flattered by that… but also somewhere along the way I started running into this more and more frequently. I’ve been receding from social media to avoid commentary like this because it really messes with my head. (1/3) But it’s harder and harder to avoid now.

@hollernov All I’m saying is if there isn’t a “angst with happy ending tag” the SECOND chapter 6 drops I’ll riot… they’re in love they deserve to be happy idc if it’s a rocky road to get there

@ShantBPerceived No I’d really want to know plsss let me know

i'm really happy that i decided not to go down the route of making hollanov happy and all rainbows in this fic and not focusing on the sex bc truly, when i started the fic, i knew i could never portray a situationship between a 19 yr old and a 37 yr old as OKAY

@hollernov ….. this feels like you’re trying to bait me to ruin my life

@ShantBPerceived What do you think I’m implying? 👀

@hollernov God I hope this doesn’t end the way i think youre implying

like romanticizing age gaps is not really what i wanted to do so my bad for all the angst, i feel like i lowkey lured readers with the first two chapters.... then it all went to shit lol

Dearest OpalApparition, I am on my KNEES. This fic was astounding…. Knowing you also wrote Wolfbird…. I will be bingeing every single one of your works. Thank you for your service archiveofourown.org/works/80797406…

Yes yes yes yes yes #main" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">archiveofourown.org/works/81405376…

@hollernov Just finished and all I have to say is what the fuck

Hiii!!! Chapter 4 is up! Please enjoy and love it!! Leave lots of comments and please let me know what you think. Thank you for being patient :))) archiveofourown.org/works/80807476…

GUYS----- DARE I SAY I AM FUCKING DONE? DARE I SAY ALL I NEED IS TO EDIT? DARE I SAY IT????

@hollernov All I’m hearing is that either way I’m gonna be destroyed …. It’s fine I’ll be fine

@ShantBPerceived I AM beyond excited for you guys to read it😭😭😭 I’m 🤏🏽 close to saying fuck it and publish it with 13k words but it won’t set us up for the full angst in chapter 5

Ohhh, because now Ilya wants to feel guilty for getting with a 19-year-old rookie as the head coach??? OHHHHHH OKAYYYYYY okaayyyy budddyyyyy

I just 🥹🥹 #comment_1153769201" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">archiveofourown.org/chapters/19594…

I love s good college AU archiveofourown.org/works/78940096…

Found a list of “Shae cheats with Ilya” fics and 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ #main" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">archiveofourown.org/works/79978081…

Forever pro-Shane cheats on his lame ass bfs to get with Ilya #main" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">archiveofourown.org/works/80804021…

This one made me cryyyyyyyy archiveofourown.org/works/77358591…