Shanti

I never wish to do a callout post on my own platform but I do feel this is important as I fear this person is a danger to women. I cannot speak for the others who are true victims that i know are affected and been through worse. I was lucky and just saw behaviors that are triggering. Me and the CEO of luminara, Camana, were seeing eachother the last 18 days and talking about being a couple. We met at Momocon in person and this is where I started to see red flags. All texts and conversations between us are primarily positive for we were trying to move on but after a discord call last night confirming my suspicions, I don’t have anything left to say to him. Due to respect I don’t wish to expose who the victim is and just stick to my own experience. But this is the reason I am making a post to begin with. 1. He was very pushy for sex. Granted we are adults and we talked about sleeping together during the weekend so this isn’t a surprise it’s just the way he would ask for it. Forcing my hand down on his member, dragging my hand across his erection in public even though I voiced plenty I’m not into public PDA to that extent, complaining about the condom, asking for a release and never getting one. Did he rape me though? No. I gave my consent to do it but it was uncomfortable. 2. He found one of his talents to be extremely beautiful. She is! No denying that, but to keep repeating it over and over how pretty she is and trying to buy her things? It made me feel like he wanted to spend time with her and find a way to build a connection with her so after I left, they could hook up. True or not true? Not sure, just a feeling. She didn’t buy it though. 3. Love bombing. During intercourse he said “I love you”. Idk about you but I can’t love someone after 18 days especially if seeing other people. Then yesterday he said “I love you” again before hanging up, texting me saying I said it…I’d never say that and he for sure did. Then telling me to move in with him and he will take care of everything for me. I seen this pattern before and I know the outcome. This is a narcissist. 4. Lying. Regards to the rape in question, no one outright said to me it was or isn’t. I only just met these people and I was a stranger to the group. So I took a backseat since I was confused I heard too many sides I didn’t know what was true what wasn’t. But last night I heard from Camana that everything is smoothed over. They talked. Everyone’s moving on. My gut was telling me otherwise. So the victim in question and I talked over discord last night and she said the exact same pattern Camana was showing me. The attention. The I love you, the let me fly you out and live with me. It was spot on. And no, nothing was smoothed over. The victim broke down in tears when I told her what he said and she got a confession apparently of him saying he did in fact rape her. Have I heard this confession? No. But do I believe Camana has the mindset and personality to be a manipulative person to get what he wants that could lead to a rape? 100% As I said I was lucky. I wasn’t raped but I did and do feel uncomfortable after the con and learning more about him as a person. I would never take the time to write this if I didn’t feel he was potential threat. And even though I know he is leaving the community, I at least hope this is a lesson to be learned and actions do in fact have consequences. I know this is a long read. But thank you for reading anyways.