SheyGrell (Purgatory Studio)

Howdy folks. Since it seems y'all have only 2 questions to ask, I'll just leave this right here; - I'm too busy right now to do voicework for you. - No I will not tell you how I do the voice for Sonic.exe. This will be unpinned when the situation changes. Still not telling you.

Once I do this, I've got about as smooth a run as I can get with being able to record VO again. Got music to deal with, but that's for later. The game's audio is my concern here. When I get back to recording, you know what that means, folks... Apart from no more excuses to hide.

Before vs. after. Current task (Among other matters >_>) is sorting all of these bits out for the rest of the film. It is NOT every scene that needs this. This is one of the complex examples, and the majority of the audio is of singular tracks (Just like on the right).

[4/4] One more thing, and please excuse that this may sound... Frustrated of me; Had a couple of private conversations, and I'll say this; PLEASE don't act like you're walking on eggshells by mentioning EXE to me 🙄 No more "I know you hate EXE now, but-" rhetoric. Stop that.

[3/4] I apologise for any usual absence/lack of interaction, but this really is more of a tightrope than ever; If I faulter with finding my balance... Well, here we go again. I want to be in a better state before I try talking to people en masse again. Hope y'all understand.

[1/4] Keeping myself scarce right now because I'm a bit of a mess, but here's an update; I'm continuing with editing & film-making, but am now also listening to anything my anatomy has to say to me. It has a LOT to say. Sleeping is tough, but I'm eating & staying hydrated.

- The complication is long-term damage over years. - There isn't some FPS style 'Full heal' medkit/elixir type deal here. - Things like a short-circuiting & malfuctioning brain play into this. - I'm ill enough for it to be a problem, but not enough to go straight to a deathbed 👍

Quick rundown, I'm in pain, stressed & tired; - Meds given for physical pain, nothing major, first step. - Other matters are a bit of a different story. - No emergency procedure right now. - They're seeing how I'm going, will follow up. - Have to fix things on my own end, too.

Have to say this; It always means a lot to hear compliments about my work. But right now? It really does mean something special at this point in my existence. The fact you'd still be here after seeing some of the worst of me is... You folks are beautiful. Truly, I mean that 💙

My body is highly strung enough to try pulling itself apart. You could split granite on my shoulder muscles at this moment. It *hurts* (Cracked rib, too). Shall avoid replying for just a bit longer; I've a lot to think about right now, and need sleep. Just keeping folks updated.

So... Barely sleeping & eating for months while highly stressed 24/7 has effects. Pushed my body over the edge, will be getting details on how to (Hopefully) fix this. I appear to be in a constant state of tension. It's messing with me internally (Breathing, chest pains, etc).

Current objective: Pull myself out of my own nightmares, and get on with this. It is time to be SheyGrell again.

Brb, things went from vivd & lucid to a living nightmare because of pain meds I desperately need right now. Also other things. Going to a hospital on saturday.

[4/4] Actual fact; I was an accident at birth. The world around me has tried to put that right ever since. Tried to help it. I just don't die, certainly not for lack of trying. Watch me still survive. This is why I walk alone. You're not bad people for it. That's just how it is.

[3/4] Please don't feel called out. This is just a life-long hard truth; I tumble into a metaphorical dark room in my head. The lock gets welded. I later (Somehow) escape, and am told I just "Need the space". I'm tired of being told the easiest choice was the most compassionate.

[1/4] Dear EXE commu...... No. Dear people. No matter where you're from, I know you don't believe a word I say. I'm not lashing out. I'm not getting 6 from 2+2. It's just how things have always been, my whole life. I grew up as a scapegoat for everyone around me. Now I'm here.

@minervoionni36 Will check that later. Apart from another interaction I had on there recently, I haven't checked much outside of what I'm editing. Sorry about that.

@SheyGrell Of course i’ll notice dude, i haven’t exactly been as vocal about it as I should have until now (which I am sorry for) but i really do care about you and your well-being. sent you a whole email about it and everything

Working on this audio while having the physical problems I'm having, I've just had a realisation. I was somehow blind to it. I still need to record the rest of this voiceover. How am I going to do that when my body's malfunctioning like this? I have to go see a doctor.

Added an update in the video's description on trying to see a doctor. Unsuccessful in getting an appointment today (Phoneline's busy, can't get there myself right now).

With all of my activity, guess this got a bit buried. Preview has all lines for the new voiceover. Voice is inspired by (Almost) every performance of Chris Redfield over the years, all rolled into one. Even Ramsay Scott McCulloch; the original (R.I.P.). #ResidentEvil #Biohazard